high|hgih
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Im constantly bored unless I'm stoned. Ive quit for long periods of time before, and no, I'm not talking about natural highs or whatever. I'm just saying how can I occupy myself? My hobbies really are reading and playing guitar.. Researching shit. I just like it.. But it seems like there is nothing to do..
Even if I am participating in my hobbies I am thinking of something else. Its like my brain is too caught up with other things I could be doing rather than just accepting what I'm doing at the current moment.. I'm never good at 'going with the flow' unless I am doped out on whatever.. You know.. Never have been.
Its just confusing I need some fun things to do to occupy my time.. I've been just going out haha
I was really happy up until two days ago. Two days ago I dont know why, but now I'm in the exact mindset I was in before I went to jail and everything. It pisses me off. I HATE this mindset. I want to be motivated and content with where I'm at, but I can't.. I know its not the drugs either because I thought long and hard about it in jail and right when I got out, BAM lit up THATS not the issue, its my attitude, it needs to change..
What are some thing you people like to do to occupy your time?
Even if I am participating in my hobbies I am thinking of something else. Its like my brain is too caught up with other things I could be doing rather than just accepting what I'm doing at the current moment.. I'm never good at 'going with the flow' unless I am doped out on whatever.. You know.. Never have been.
Its just confusing I need some fun things to do to occupy my time.. I've been just going out haha
I was really happy up until two days ago. Two days ago I dont know why, but now I'm in the exact mindset I was in before I went to jail and everything. It pisses me off. I HATE this mindset. I want to be motivated and content with where I'm at, but I can't.. I know its not the drugs either because I thought long and hard about it in jail and right when I got out, BAM lit up THATS not the issue, its my attitude, it needs to change..
What are some thing you people like to do to occupy your time?