Hey

eye exaggerate said:
...you're a smart guy, smart enough to know that there are more people to love. Start fresh with someone new, don't start a fresh new life. Actually, start with someone fresh :lol:
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Dammit eye, why do you have to be so right? I'll see how long I can last. But fuck man, I sure as hell feel dead on the inside.
 
Hepheastus420 said:
Dammit eye, why do you have to be so right? I'll see how long I can last. But fuck man, I sure as hell feel dead on the inside.
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Hey !! We're behind you all the way!! Just be positive, ur glass is half full not half empty. You take things to heart too much. Remember what they said at school - sticks and stones can break my bones but names can never hurt me. Well they did in the schools where I (and Kenny ken) grew up. Tomorrow is a brighter day !!
 
Now she just told me she doesn't give a fuck if I kill myself. Keep in mind this is the most important person to me. You know how that makes a guy feel? Like shit.. My life isn't important.. Gonna grab the shotgun now. I have ammo somewhere in the garage. Kurt cobain style. Peace
 
Hepheastus420 said:
Now she just told me she doesn't give a fuck if I kill myself. Keep in mind this is the most important person to me. You know how that makes a guy feel? Like shit.. My life isn't important.. Gonna grab the shotgun now. I have ammo somewhere in the garage. Kurt cobain style. Peace
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And the academy award goes to.......

Wtf? I told u to be positive and that everything is meant to be. I've gotta go club very soon. Would u like to go over it again? Just quickly?
 
Zaehet Strife said:
Um, there are people here who give a fuck if you kill yourself, i'm not going to allow it.
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Come on man.. You can't stop me lol. For some reason I can't do it. I don't know why. I'm not living for anybody. Guess I'm living for myself. But for what man? What makes life worth living? For me, it's to make others happy. To help out our fellow men. Well my people don't care if I'm alive or dead. Goal lost?
 
Sorry for the pity thread guys lol. I feel better now. I accepted that some people just don't want you alive. Even if they are loved ones. So fuck it, no reason to go kurt cobain on their ass. Just gotta hang with a different crowd.

Again, sorry for the pitty lol.
 
Dude, i'm like the coolest person ever, and there are TONS of people that would like to see me dead... mainly religious people... lol. They want me to stop asking questions.
 
Who jokes about committing suicide? It's not funny, and it's not a good way to try and make people feel sorry for you. My lifelong friend shot himself in the head when he was 27. I had to fucking deal with that shit. It's not fun going to memorial services and seeing all the shattered lives someone leaves behind after doing something like that.
 
I play music better when I'm feeling down. I play music better when I'm tripping on mushies too. So I'm thinking I'm gonna play like a badass soon, lol.
 
Metasynth said:
Who jokes about committing suicide? It's not funny, and it's not a good way to try and make people feel sorry for you. My lifelong friend shot himself in the head when he was 27. I had to fucking deal with that shit. It's not fun going to memorial services and seeing all the shattered lives someone leaves behind after doing something like that.
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Yeah, but does the person that died know?

Anyways, sorry. I know I shouldn't have done it, but did it anyways. I knew deep in that I can't do it. Otherwise I wouldn't have logged onto riu lol. But you gotta understan I'm feeling down. And it was just a call out. Just trying to grab some attention instead of spinning into depression. Nothing wrong with asking for help, I just have a weird way of asking. But you're right, horrible way to grab attention. Next time I need some help, I'll start my post with "hey guys, lately I've been feeling down" instead of "I'm gonna pull the trigger". Again, sorry.

EDIT: I've dealt with a couple of suicides too. Horrible feelings just pull on your chest. I really wish I could have them back, sit them down, and chill them out. fuck man, they just needed somebody :( .. Ok, this isn't helping me!
 
Someday i would like to kill myself... because i would like to have control over when i die. But right now, i'm having too much damn fun. I mean think about it, this is the first time in the history of the human animal species where we can play video games and take fucking hot showers... this is fucking AWESOME!

Most of the sweet shit we have today hasn't been around but for 100 years, out of the 100-250 thousand years the hominid has been around.
 
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