Who jokes about committing suicide? It's not funny, and it's not a good way to try and make people feel sorry for you. My lifelong friend shot himself in the head when he was 27. I had to fucking deal with that shit. It's not fun going to memorial services and seeing all the shattered lives someone leaves behind after doing something like that.
Yeah, but does the person that died know?
Anyways, sorry. I know I shouldn't have done it, but did it anyways. I knew deep in that I can't do it. Otherwise I wouldn't have logged onto riu lol. But you gotta understan I'm feeling down. And it was just a call out. Just trying to grab some attention instead of spinning into depression. Nothing wrong with asking for help, I just have a weird way of asking. But you're right, horrible way to grab attention. Next time I need some help, I'll start my post with "hey guys, lately I've been feeling down" instead of "I'm gonna pull the trigger". Again, sorry.
EDIT: I've dealt with a couple of suicides too. Horrible feelings just pull on your chest. I really wish I could have them back, sit them down, and chill them out. fuck man, they just needed somebody
.. Ok, this isn't helping me!
