themanwiththeplan
Well-Known Member
Im losing my mind...and body. slowly but surely.
All my life ive been able to put my head on the pillow and be asleep WITHIN (literally) 5mins w/o any meditating no counting sheep, no yoga no herbel sleepy teas, no sleeping pills, nothing.
NOW for the past year sleep has been my enemy. im not sure what keeps me from sleep. idk if its the fact I quit smoking cigarettes a year ago....or if its all the stress im under on a day to day basis or what but SOMETHING keeps me from sleep.
I thought it was cigarettes that put me to sleep so quick and i can say im at least sure its not nicotine keeping me awake as ive been still getting nicotine throughout the past year even though i dont smoke (alternative methods like gums, electronic cigarettes, etc.). its possible (i guess) that something ELSE in the cigs (one/some of the 4,000 chemicals found in cigs) is what put me to sleep every night w/ ease? if i ever had trouble sleeping id go smoke a cig and boom lights out. so idk.
it could be the stress but im not too sure on that cuz after a year of being in a stressful situation you'd think i'd adapt to it but idk.
and it can't be that im "just not tired" cuz thats not true. i work. go to school and have rigorous workouts 5 days a week (mild weightlifting, moderate cardio for a total of 45mins-1hr 5 days a wk)
i got to the point earlier in the year where i wasnt sleeping more than 2 hrs a night for 3-4 days straight. i was honestly ready to die i felt so crappy (my days begin @ 7a and i dont get much freetime till night so going 3-4 days w/o sleep is tough when you have lots of crap to get done. i tried "melatonin" (all natural stuff) and it was doing the trick but i think ive built up a tolerance to it as last night it took 2hrs longer than normal to fall asleep.
i really dont want sleeping pills (i hear they are really bad for you and shorten your life) but i also dont know how to fix this w/o venturing out and buying a pack of cigs and seeing if a cig before bed is the cure (hahah) or buying sleeping pills.
Can someone help me please? im begging and if this wasnt the internet you'd see me on the floor waiting to kiss someone's shoes.
Sincerely,
captain sleepless
All my life ive been able to put my head on the pillow and be asleep WITHIN (literally) 5mins w/o any meditating no counting sheep, no yoga no herbel sleepy teas, no sleeping pills, nothing.
NOW for the past year sleep has been my enemy. im not sure what keeps me from sleep. idk if its the fact I quit smoking cigarettes a year ago....or if its all the stress im under on a day to day basis or what but SOMETHING keeps me from sleep.
I thought it was cigarettes that put me to sleep so quick and i can say im at least sure its not nicotine keeping me awake as ive been still getting nicotine throughout the past year even though i dont smoke (alternative methods like gums, electronic cigarettes, etc.). its possible (i guess) that something ELSE in the cigs (one/some of the 4,000 chemicals found in cigs) is what put me to sleep every night w/ ease? if i ever had trouble sleeping id go smoke a cig and boom lights out. so idk.
it could be the stress but im not too sure on that cuz after a year of being in a stressful situation you'd think i'd adapt to it but idk.
and it can't be that im "just not tired" cuz thats not true. i work. go to school and have rigorous workouts 5 days a week (mild weightlifting, moderate cardio for a total of 45mins-1hr 5 days a wk)
i got to the point earlier in the year where i wasnt sleeping more than 2 hrs a night for 3-4 days straight. i was honestly ready to die i felt so crappy (my days begin @ 7a and i dont get much freetime till night so going 3-4 days w/o sleep is tough when you have lots of crap to get done. i tried "melatonin" (all natural stuff) and it was doing the trick but i think ive built up a tolerance to it as last night it took 2hrs longer than normal to fall asleep.
i really dont want sleeping pills (i hear they are really bad for you and shorten your life) but i also dont know how to fix this w/o venturing out and buying a pack of cigs and seeing if a cig before bed is the cure (hahah) or buying sleeping pills.
Can someone help me please? im begging and if this wasnt the internet you'd see me on the floor waiting to kiss someone's shoes.
Sincerely,
captain sleepless