As far as exacerbating my deppression and PTSD maybe in the long run by i have a really good chemistry with LSD and mushrooms. I have experience so dont think i dont. Whenever i know im going to trip, my anticipation is enough to amp me into a good mood, so its not like i plan to start a trip withought a good mindset. MDMA is a bueatiful drug and it has helped me in the past just unleash my subconcious and at the time, i swear to god i felt really felt i was on a road to greatness. I took my fist MDMA dose when i was working at Taco Bell. The only job i had was on food line. Two days later i was given the code to the safe. That same day that i took the MDMA i ended up at a party wich was my first party in months.. it opened my up so i had the power to run on my subconcious cues, best days of my life. Left me with a wicked twitch and anxiety in the wake though...
As far as LSD and shrooms being a problem in the long run if used as a everyother day therapy, i realise this by studying Sid Barret. He got really fucked up in the end barley could talk sense. But this man acheived greatness through drugs wich is what i plan to do. Thanks btw for throwing MDMA in there, good to hear supporters there because i feel the same. I think you have to limit yourself on it though for theraputic use because it can fuck you up as far as anxiety. Like once a month?
I always take small doses. Nevery really had the urge to take more than one. I had good acid so id usually take half at a time... When i was into it id do it about once every two weeks...
I think with my chemistry with acid, its like a reviver of the smile. I took shrooms in my current state, just a gram that id stash away and it totally woke me up and i felt happy, at peace, more tuned into people around me and the social game... So for me it works just wanted some 2nd opinions.
