So I finally had a salvia trip that was more than just a relaxing placebo.
I went to a park to kind of relax and get a good setting for my trip. I was a little paraniod about the families playing in other areas but I found a place where no one could see me. I smoked a heaping bowl of salvia all at once by myself and that was the worst decision ever. I think mostly because I was alone in public, I was a little paranoid which completely threw my trip off.
First all the trees and grass turned into a mosaic looking thing. And nothing had depth anymore. It felt like I was watching everything right next to the TV screen. I looked at the grass and the dandelions started turning into snakes and they were slithering in and out of the grass, which I thought was pretty cool. Then shit got bad. My legs went numb and I thought I was in some Saw shit, and my feet had gotten cut off at the ankles and I REALLY needed to go the emergency room but I couldn't. And then as I laid back on the grass, the pain was taking over my legs. In my vision my mom came over to me and kept saying "is there anybody in there?" and I felt really bad like I was dissappointing my mom. After she walked off, all of sudden I was pregnant (keep in mind I am a guy) and my girlfriend (who was not there with me) came over to me and grabbed my hand and kept saying "don't worry we're gonna do this! We can make it!" I looked down at my belly and saw that my feet were still cut off and the were still in pain; they felt like needles where being poked all over them and it made me want to throw up.
I honestly thought I was going to pass out and wake up to a police officer waving a flash light in my face and I'd have to explain myself. But then as quick as the trip came, it faded and I gathered myself and rode my bike home like nothing even happened. It was way weird, like a terrible nightmare that happened in the middle of the day.
The only redeeming thing from this trip was that I gathered some good lessons: 1. why would you ever want to smoke anything besides the good old, benevolent, fun, caring mary jane? and 2. don't fuck with salvia like its some placebo; it will fuck back. Also, don't abuse other drugs. Ive never had a "bad trip" before, and I think that showed me that for my upcoming 1st time shroom experience that I just need to relax or else I could be like that for 6 hours, instead of a few minutes.
I think I may do it again...very far in the future and definitely with a sitter this time.