dont mean to sound like an asshole but..that story would have had more emotional effect if i could actually read the words. work on your 3rd grade level grammar.
get some cooler friends. and if you cant find anybody else who smokes, theres nothing wrong with going solo. i've found that smoking alone gives me a deeper, philosophical, more meaningful experience.
ahh. thats tough. haha ALL of my friends smoke and we help each other out. if you really feel that their just using you for your stash, just tell them you quit.