A Cannabinerd's Journey

AlphaPhase

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The bay cut looks like the ticket bro :) I can't tell from the lighting but that definitely looks like it could have some purp on it, I don't think the bottom one is but it looks nice too, the bottom one reminds me of cookies if it had more color
 

AlphaPhase

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Ughhhh, just found out my grandpa has spinal cancer and it's too risky to perform surgery to remove it :( I think chemo is his next option.. He's been in the hospital since January and it took the doctors this long to find out it's cancer? Ughhhh so pissed and sad :( a fairy made its way out his way but he's never used mj before, but I figured if he decides to I hope it eases his pain :( :finger: for not having mj as an option...
 

papapayne

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damn man. Sucks when life is like that. Gives with one hand, takes with the other. Sending positive vibes, and hope.

Stay free, stay high

papa
 

AlphaPhase

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Thanks for the good vibes guys..

He's in NY and they did pass medical there, but it's not in effect yet and there is no access for it yet.. And the law only allows pill form from a designated dispensary, it's illegal to ingest mj in any other form like smoking, can't even grow it there... I've not a lot of knowledge of spinal cancer, I guess it's as bad as brain cancer from what I'm reading about it which just totally sucks, not very good survival odds.. He's 86, so he's had a long life but I never expected him to get cancer, I always thought he'd live to 100 :( I saw him before I left ny and he was still getting around just fine.. Freaking sucks. I'll have him set up for mj if he chooses to use it, that's all taken care of, but he's a catholic italian and though he is genuine saying he thinks it should be legal for medical, I think it's against his beliefs.. We'll see
 

papapayne

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yea, no age is acceptable when it comes to family. Its amazing how going thru something changes beliefs. My grandma had known for a while I was growing/smoking and didn't agree with it. When she got Breast cancer though, she became a believer.
 

AlphaPhase

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For sure bro, it sometimes takes a life changing experience to accept things that you never could accept before. Sorry about your grandma and the cancer man :( This cancer shit has got to stop, it's becoming an epicdemic and I'm almost certain it's directly related to the food industry some how.. I just have a hunch about the connection.. Something has changed over the last 50 years (fast food, crap food is my guess).. I can't wait to buy land and grow all of my beef/chicken and veggies.. It's been every year for the past 3 years straight that someone in my family has died from cancer.. It's not right
 

AlphaPhase

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Finished transplanting today.. That makes 36 to work with plus another 9 that will be delivered tomorrow, so 45 I need to figure something out for. It's nice having a headstart on the cuts but I still need to get some more equipment for thier homes. The headbangers have really nice structure and think they will flower nicely with the blue lemon thai.. Gotta figure something out for the rest, I might ditch the tent and just mount lights to the ceiling or something. The glue stopped stretching completely, no growth in a few days and topped out at 38" avg.. Things are going OK with them. I think I'm gonna have to pass on test runs for karma for a while which sucks but I gotta focus on keeping things in rotation with fems, it's going to be an expensive year I can already tell I'll have to fly to ny a bunch

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papapayne

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Looking so healthy bro!

Yea everything about the current status quo. Sedentary, technology based, lazy, dependence on antibiotics and the twisting of words, and corruption. Its funny how much of the populace is woefully ignorant and content to be ignorant to the cliff. I suspect in the next 20 years cancer is going to sky rocket just because of fukashima as well. That reactor is still spewing shit that is hitting the west coast. The few remote areas in alaska have been reporting even what is supposed to be pristine, biodiverse ecosystems that there are massive radiation linked die offs. Scary time in history
 

Dr.D81

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Sorry to hear about your granddad alpha. Your plant are looking great! I need to get up some shots of the young veggers in my closet.
 

AlphaPhase

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Thanks guys much appreciate it

I totally forgot about the fukashima, damn I can't believe that is still causing havoc, so messed up!! Ugh, too many disasters happening lately. Climate change is serious.. It's snowing in NY for the past two days for christ sakes, it's almost may. So many things changing and changing fast and like you said, too many people are too nieve to see it, even when it's affecting them. Shit dude, I have to get a bone scan soon because my blood work sucked from the last appt.. My vitamin d level is 12 and normal is 500.. I'm only 30..i have arthritis now on top of the rest of my problems, health is like a snow ball effect and it seems once it starts going bad it doesn't get better.. Growing up I was healthy AF, never got chicken pox, played sports, rode bmx, snowboarded, was outside every second I could. After my accident shit went down hill. Now I have to see the Dr once a month, but I think to myself, why? They don't do shit to help, I'm starting to think the Dr is making me worse because I keep getting worse smh.
 

AlphaPhase

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Very nice doc! The one that you like looks like the one i'm running, curious of what the differences will be in those two, do they smell like anything yet? The one I have kind of smells like the tangilope but it might be still too early too tell
 

eastcoastmo

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Sorry to hear about your grandpa Alpha :( I hope you can help him find some relief soon.
Your girls are looking healthy as man, not a blemish on them! That's the way to do it and you do it well!!
 

AlphaPhase

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thanks a bunch eastcoastmo, means alot! I hope they keep their vigor after the move, I have to move everything in a couple days which will suck lol

Looks great doc! Looks like a nice pull :)
 
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