didn't want to quote you cando simply for the length of the post and i hate having to scroll down to the bottom of the quoted post before i can talk, lol...
anyhoo's, yah, i've always heard of the sexual side of ludes and of course have always been interested to say the least.. i have heard pretty much all the same things as what you had to say.. of course i still enjoyed reading about your experiences..
i used to have the same issue with benzo's, eating more of them then i ever intended.. i once bought idk like 10 or so, only meant to eat one or two, and the next thing i remember was waking up hand cuffed to a hospital bed, benzoless and girlfriendless all in one pop, lol.. so not funny though, lol..