Are you HAPPY????

it's not that i'm sad, i'm just realistic and that tends to lead toward melancholy.

JN811 said:

I believe you are from the same city as me... it starts with a C... so thats impossible... this is me

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well when you see me you'll see me but from within man... that's how a budget would make you feel.

I'm 28 days into flowering what promises to be my best crop yet, so yeah, I'm pretty damn happy. Of course, growing great weed isn't enough to make you happy all the time. I still have days where I wonder what the hell I'm doing with my life. Lasting happiness comes from lasting things, like a good relationship with your family and friends. I feel like to be truly happy, one has to love themselves. If you figure out how to do that, everything else just seems to fall into line.

I like this thread. +Rep to the OP.

their i placed my vote...

are you fucking happy now...

Hell yeah im happy. Hot ass wife, who loves to fuch, awesome lil son who looks and acts like his daddy<<<<No mean jokes, its a child, make fun of his dad
Following Fuzzys lead,

I still have about half the plant to. Hell yeah, im happy!

YGrow said:

I'm 28 days into flowering what promises to be my best crop yet, so yeah, I'm pretty damn happy. Of course, growing great weed isn't enough to make you happy all the time. I still have days where I wonder what the hell I'm doing with my life. Lasting happiness comes from lasting things, like a good relationship with your family and friends. I feel like to be truly happy, one has to love themselves. If you figure out how to do that, everything else just seems to fall into line.

I like this thread. +Rep to the OP.

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well said. Love yourself and you will love life.. thus happieness

Fditty00 said:

Hell yeah im happy. Hot ass wife, who loves to fuch, awesome lil son who looks and acts like his daddy<<<<No mean jokes, its a child, make fun of his dad
Following Fuzzys lead,

I still have about half the plant to. Hell yeah, im happy!

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hahaha no ones gonna make fun of ur son... Im sure ur son will follow in ur footsteps and grow some dank ass space age budz with high powered futuristic LEDS and say "my dad fditty use to use HIDs"

Where's the option for angry. Sad is so... negative...

undertheice said:

it's not that i'm sad, i'm just realistic and that tends to lead toward melancholy.

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you're such a realist that you're pessimistic about things, i get that a lot too.

Benassi said:

Where's the option for angry. Sad is so... negative...

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well this is overall state of mind.. If you are angry all the time I hate to say but that puts you in the "sad" category....

HID will be like incandecants one day.

Huh.

Ive thought about that for the last few months, And it seems that i am bipolar. One day ill wake up,Lift some weights,Excersize, and have a great day. Other days I wake up pissed off, Not some sad little emo kid, But pissed off. Pissed that i come from a broke family, Or pissed that my mom works her ass off for for peanuts and pennys, pissed that i dont have some ciggs,Or when i have ciggs pissed that i dont quit.

It seems im more mad then happy if the last few months, I treat my family like shit, i CANT get a fucking job, Im broke, My friiends think somthing about me thats not fuckin true. The future for me looks so goddamn slow and hard. Hard i am fine with, But i WONT be making these ends meet for the rest of my life. It seems the only way i could get away from this lifestyle is the military, so tomorrow will most likly be my last dance with the only thing keeping me sane.

VansStoner1748 said:

Huh.

Ive thought about that for the last few months, And it seems that i am bipolar. One day ill wake up,Lift some weights,Excersize, and have a great day. Other days I wake up pissed off, Not some sad little emo kid, But pissed off. Pissed that i come from a broke family, Or pissed that my mom works her ass off for for peanuts and pennys, pissed that i dont have some ciggs,Or when i have ciggs pissed that i dont quit.

It seems im more mad then happy if the last few months, I treat my family like shit, i CANT get a fucking job, Im broke, My friiends think somthing about me thats not fuckin true. The future for me looks so goddamn slow and hard. Hard i am fine with, But i WONT be making these ends meet for the rest of my life. It seems the only way i could get away from this lifestyle is the military, so tomorrow will most likly be my last dance with the only thing keeping me sane.

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thanks for the post dude. Man don't stress urself out over the little things. I know there are parts of life that just suck... I'm broke, have a suspended licesnse, still smoke cigs and wish i could quit, in debt, ect. ect. Sometimes you need to just step back from your own life and think about life on a larger scale.

None of your problem are really that bad or significant compared to problems others have. The problem is our society.. we put this image of perfection in people's minds, which make them forget the good things theyve got going for them..

When I think of my 84 year old grandmother who was in a Russian (the worst) concentration camp for 8 years living in a tunnel with rats eating people as they sleep and pulling out filling ect. from courpses.......... to get out....and find everyones dead in her family.. Not be allowed back in Poland...

I realize how insignifican my dumbass problems are.. I mean, you maybe broke, uncertain about life... but you could have it a million times worse.. no ones life is perfect.. and once you realize that you will find happieness... I feel like im a councler in this thread...

Ive also considered the army, but think of what you'll miss in the next four years, for what? To fight an imaginary war? Risk your life? Its not worth it in my eyes..

Ill leave you with this.. Im not religeous at all but its words to live by.

God, grant me the serenityTo accept the things I cannot change;The courage to change the things that I can;And the wisdom to know the difference.

P.S. Experiencing and overcoming hardships make the good things in life that much more better and more satisfying...

VansStoner1748 said:

Huh.

Ive thought about that for the last few months, And it seems that i am bipolar. One day ill wake up,Lift some weights,Excersize, and have a great day. Other days I wake up pissed off, Not some sad little emo kid, But pissed off. Pissed that i come from a broke family, Or pissed that my mom works her ass off for for peanuts and pennys, pissed that i dont have some ciggs,Or when i have ciggs pissed that i dont quit.

It seems im more mad then happy if the last few months, I treat my family like shit, i CANT get a fucking job, Im broke, My friiends think somthing about me thats not fuckin true. The future for me looks so goddamn slow and hard. Hard i am fine with, But i WONT be making these ends meet for the rest of my life. It seems the only way i could get away from this lifestyle is the military, so tomorrow will most likly be my last dance with the only thing keeping me sane.

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Seems the same for me.......
for the most part, I'm rather depressed.....
But some days I go see a friend, go to the dog park, I'm happy. Too bad it doesn't happen too often.
Other day I wake up irritated. makes a bad depressing day for me.

Normally I wake up and grab the bowl....try to make a bad day good.

I didn't have too many friends in high school, people tended to go away from me.....now the few friends I have, the ones I know well can really fuck with my head, it depresses me and makes me feel sick, that's the way I feel most days.....

I have been depressed ever since I left the USMC. But since I hated the job I wont go back. Money is tight, I have no friends, no job, school is starting to exceed my brain mass, my family lives to far away for me to see them more than maybe once every couple years but otherwise life is ok I guess. Hey at least I am alive.

Thanks man those are some Great words.

I think about all i Do have, Loving family that put up with all my shit. Two working legs and arms, roof over my head, food in my stomach and a good head on my sholders. And then i feel like even more of a dick for bitching about money and the people that surround me. Theres a thread on this webisite that i havnt seen around for awile, It was filled with people that had cronic health problems and illness, and as fucked up as this sounds it almost made my day better (Lack of better words) reading some of these fucked up tragic storys. It showed me how lucky i am to be in the spot i am in now. Maybe i should just man up and take it. Lifes just pretty confusing for me right now.

VansStoner1748 said:

Thanks man those are some Great words.

I think about all i Do have, Loving family that put up with all my shit. Two working legs and arms, roof over my head, food in my stomach and a good head on my sholders. And then i feel like even more of a dick for bitching about money and the people that surround me. Theres a thread on this webisite that i havnt seen around for awile, It was filled with people that had cronic health problems and illness, and as fucked up as this sounds it almost made my day better (Lack of better words) reading some of these fucked up tragic storys. It showed me how lucky i am to be in the spot i am in now. Maybe i should just man up and take it. Lifes just pretty confusing for me right now.

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I feel ya dude, and I promise with age comes clairity... as long as you're looking for it..

Dick Bacco said:

Seems the same for me.......
for the most part, I'm rather depressed.....
But some days I go see a friend, go to the dog park, I'm happy. Too bad it doesn't happen too often.
Other day I wake up irritated. makes a bad depressing day for me.

Normally I wake up and grab the bowl....try to make a bad day good.

I didn't have too many friends in high school, people tended to go away from me.....now the few friends I have, the ones I know well can really fuck with my head, it depresses me and makes me feel sick, that's the way I feel most days.....

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pot won't make a bad day good.. it will make it bad + lazy keep your head up man.. life is a long road.. I don't know what to say other than be strong and NO ONE can fuck with you or your mindset.. I promise you that. I know its easier said than done. But I believe anyone can accomplish anything they put their mind to.. The problem is people give up to easy and dont have faith in themselves..

akgrown said:

I have been depressed ever since I left the USMC. But since I hated the job I wont go back. Money is tight, I have no friends, no job, school is starting to exceed my brain mass, my family lives to far away for me to see them more than maybe once every couple years but otherwise life is ok I guess. Hey at least I am alive.

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thats the right attitude. Life can only get better if you keep that in mind..