ndangerspecimen101
Well-Known Member
A nice re-hash of past events ...
But you are digging a hole as I wonder of ...
The method and dosage/frequency of 'bitch' used .... and the presence of L in this whole
thing. You also love your 'boozzonogens NO' .... how often do you drink ?
What is a habit as you define it ?
What do you address your anxiety with ATM ?
Wow ... as it seems we have shared past experiences of excess !!
I am but a bit older and can tell you YOUR future !
Perhaps You already know that and that is our link.
Tell me my future
... let me get my tokens!But all the talk about L is simply talk. I've only consumed it once this year. In addition, consumed 2c-b, 2c-c, mescaline, oxycontin all in a period of a year only once. No over indulging. Like a flip of a switch I can either say yes or no... but its like that switch has a clitch on it and now tells me to stop while I'm ahead. I do love the booze... I probably drink heavily once a week.... two at the most. Sometimes I go without drinking for a month. So its just spontanteous, not a rountine that I'm subjected to on a daily basis.
And habits can be anything. Not just pertaining to drug use. A habit has both a good and bad context, so we must be clear on that. Habits that generally take over a considerable amount of time that are no value or degrade your way of living is considered a bad habit. In my scenario, it was spot on drugs.
Anxiety is controlled manuelly... no drugs involved. I take no benzodiazepines or psychotic medication. Once I knew what was happening I took charge and told myself its all a dream, not real... the body effects were just a figment of my imagination. I centered my mind on something else or looked at a mirror and it calms me down considerable. But I rarely get bad anxiety anymore. Very glad as they're a royal pain in the ass!
Perhaps you can my mentor Puffer
