Hey guys,
Recently Ive been dabbling with the online poppy retailers and even though money isnt much of an issue for me the prices are ridiculous and the pods themselves weak. Judging by the past posts on here you already know that though. I was involved in a car accident 3 years ago and ive had 20 surgeries on my lower left side of my face since then. At this point the doctors dont even give me pain medications because theyre worried about addiction. Meanwhile Im coping with the idea of ending my life because I cant take this pain any longer. In this time I spend healing and in pain, I would rather be dependant on some substance and more happy than sober and in misery. Ive tried all of the online sources, kratom, and suboxone- none of which aleviate this pain. I would venture onto the silk road that has recently emerged but Im terrible with electronics and still slightly skeptical about its safety. I know in order for most people to feel comfortable giving out their private source you usually need to "put in your time" or get to know them, but If someone could point me in the right direction I cant tell you how much that would mean to me. I would even be able to wire you some money just for the help.
Thanks,
Dougie