Christmas Sucks

Took me an hour and a half to plow my driveway and now I have to fix another prolapsed piglet. I've had better Xmases.:-P


OK my friend I'm going to blow my own mind with a simple question.

Is piglet a pet name? :hump:

PS Anyone who understands this is a very sick F$%k on a number of levels.
 
How can Christmas suck, when people make bomb ass displays like this:

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This christmas light display started out 7 years ago at a residential home in Crooks, SD. While growing in popularity at the residential site, it would generate lines of cars up to 1/2 mile deep with 2 hour waits to see the display. After the owners decided to move to a new home in the country, the show was relocated to the Western Mall in Sioux Falls SD, where it lights up the night and peoples hearts by raising around $25,000 per year for the Make-A-Wish foundation of SD. It grants about 5 children's wishes each and every year.
 
Well I sat around here with a grumpy old man for company, ate chicken popcorn things in bread and didn't see any of my family or daughter, but I still took time to sit outside and quietly reflect and thank God for what I do have and think about what the day really means. It's nearly 5 am Boxing day here and I will be giving my little girl lots of presents, hugs and kisses in about 4 hours. Happy Christmas Everyone :)
 
I'm not a fan of christmas and don't celebrate it, but i've had a mighty good holidays so far. Walked a few miles with the dog through the woods, had a couple spliffs along the way then came home got music on and relaxed :D The time is what you make of it, have fun dude!
 
Thought my GF was gonna throw me out on the street. She just started quitting cigarettes and she went into a quiet rage when she saw I had a nip of some rum the day before christmas eve......that started 2 days of not talking to me and took all my money out of my wallet. I have no gas in my car and she wanted me to leave. Everything we have here is in her name even my car, about all I have are the clothes I wear and at 61 have no desire to start over somewhere else. She's coming around a little and asked me if I wanted to go to a Chinese Restaurant with her tonight. Not a very good christmas this year.
 
obtw I was diagnosed with bladder cancer in august and have just finished treatment for that and I can't really work for a living anymore
 
just got home from dinner from my parents and family. I had 2 large glasses of water for dinner. cant eat sodium salt. which every body adds a shit ton of. when there cooking. but im not bitching about it shit happens so guys cheer up. we all have issues and stupid boredom and ignorance to deal with its the holidays. so put that stupid fake smile on it will be over before you know it. the holidays that is . im a huge Grinch my self. I hate the holidays , was very bad when I used to have to work every day. its just to stressful for some people . the wife wants this the kids want that. get the dog this do that. spend money we don't have . and take a year to pay it back later or some of us. any ways. its almost a new year, so we have another 365 days to worry about today again,
 
Great for kids.

Also a time where I do actually try to model my behavior after the namesake of the holiday. Regardless of your beliefs, the Jesus was, by all means, a pretty bad ass motherfucker. It would be nice to be as forgiving and non-judgmental as the Jesus, but I am just a man.

puff...puff....pass.
 
well before i was orphaned people fucked shit up all the time on christmas. but now its like this everyday no christmas is no different. false smiles, coy acting, no true sincerity and down right negative. as if ambition itself were a sin. i don't have people around because no one helped me with life now they want thousands of dollars i work for to go to them and their holiday and spending time with them because their sad they don't have money. its really quite simple.
 
Here in Alaska, I don't care much about it being Christmas but I am pretty damn stoked that days are getting longer. Days here go about 6 hrs right now, and the sun's never high in the sky. So its whatever about Christmas, just another day to celebrate the days getting longer.:bigjoint:

Other than that, my recovering seedlings are gonna make it, so I'll water them good, raise the light a bit and then we're off to go skiing near Valdez for 4 days. Stoked about POW TURNS! We've salmon in the freezer and a snowmachine that starts every time, so I gotta say its all pretty good, even tho its Christmas!

And Jig, if you're bummed just flip through some of your old journals, Jeez! Your pix get me stoked just thinking about them, I was blown away the first time I stumbled across your grow here on RIU. And if the "spirit of the season" has you down, just unplug and don't participate in any of the bullshit, might be easier to do up here in AK tho...:joint:

Anyway, here's a pic of my buddy going to work as a mall Santa, years ago in Montana. That suit's beard was well-used... and GROSS!:p

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Thanks a lot Elkamino. :) I am pretty stoked about my current grow, and excited about the grows to come. I'm determined to do things bigger and better than before. I want to recreate the CJ monster I had too... only bigger and better.

James, I can relate. I spent most of last night sleeping in the car. Wife let me get my wallet and a jacket before showing me the door. I guess I was lucky to have car keys, no house keys though. Got locked out, oh and no phone. I would have knocked on the window at some point to apologize but didn't want to wake my 4 month old sleeping right next to wife. Was an awesome time.

When I finally did get let back in I spent the rest of the night figuring out how it's gonna work to break up having a kid. I guess we'd both just move to around our parents. Her to the east coast and me to San diego. I figured I'd get a job at an airline so I could fly out there regularly. Not sure this thing is going to get fixed.

We spent the day driving out to Joshua tree to go hiking and see the lookout at sunset. Was a beautiful day I'll never forget. I do appreciate what I have... it doesn't mean shit can't suck at the same time. One thing I've learned in my 7 years of marriage is that women are capable of holding two conflicting opinions/ ideas at the same exact time. I still can't do it, but I can see things this way now. Before I used to think something was good or bad, or that things could be 'ruined'. Like everyone's been so reassuringly saying today, Things are what you make of them. Yes, it's true. You can be content and enjoy the moment as the ship is sinking... but it doesn't take away the fact that the ship is sinking.

I hated today. I also loved today.

I'll agree with you 420god.... I've had better.
 
Alive, not in prison, I know more than 2 people that give a shit whether I wake up the day after Christmas... After that, it's all gravy. Spend a couple in solitary, and even a fucked up ex would have a hard time ruining it for you. (you still get that fucked up meal loaf on Christmas, in the hole.)

Merry Christmas.
 
Xmas was good because I caught up with old friends. Then it turned bad because I learnt an old friend had died. She was only turning 30. The ups and downs of Xmas.
 
Xmas was good because I caught up with old friends. Then it turned bad because I learnt an old friend had died. She was only turning 30. The ups and downs of Xmas.

Feliz navidad amiga. I am very sorry to hear about your friend. I hope you and Mr. KK had a lovely holiday otherwise
 
Feliz navidad amiga. I am very sorry to hear about your friend. I hope you and Mr. KK had a lovely holiday otherwise

Gracias! A ti también! Si, estoy triste..

Im sad about it yes. She was a bit younger and we used to watch out for her. She was adopted and in later life found out and met her natural brother. Too young to go. Ive been reminiscing over old photos of her. Next Xmas I think I'll go away somewhere.
 
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