heard voices while high

qwizoking

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It does not sound like your going crazy. Many people are sensitive to certain strains and cannabinoid profiles. Combine that with you slowing down, reducing tolerance and the possibility of thc rich bud....everything you describe is very typical. Being fairly inexperienced and probly not having a tolerance to begin with plays a part too imo..you are young and you should expect bouts of depression and other hormonal/emotional swings as your mind is maturing. Many find that their mind isn't ready at such a young age and can feel psychosis set when pushing the limits of your brain. Smoking constantly shouldn't be a priority at your age.. mental disease does sprout in your mid 20's but possibly earlier and if your worried about this, understand that you are conscious and aware of these feelings. Your reactions are not typical of someone going schizo or developing serious mental issues..smoke less at a time till you feel comfortable.. there are many who develop adverse reactions to weed and just can't handle it, these people who don't have as firm a grip on reality tend to not handle other drugs well either..

If you feel crazy and hear things sober.. then go see a doc
Till then thc induced psychosis....thc is a hallucinogen as well and does cause everything you describe. Many who take marinol feel similar
 

Unclebaldrick

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It does not sound like your going crazy. Many people are sensitive to certain strains and cannabinoid profiles. Combine that with you slowing down, reducing tolerance and the possibility of thc rich bud....everything you describe is very typical. Being fairly inexperienced and probly not having a tolerance to begin with plays a part too imo..you are young and you should expect bouts of depression and other hormonal/emotional swings as your mind is maturing. Many find that their mind isn't ready at such a young age and can feel psychosis set when pushing the limits of your brain. Smoking constantly shouldn't be a priority at your age.. mental disease does sprout in your mid 20's but possibly earlier and if your worried about this, understand that you are conscious and aware of these feelings. Your reactions are not typical of someone going schizo or developing serious mental issues..smoke less at a time till you feel comfortable.. there are many who develop adverse reactions to weed and just can't handle it, these people who don't have as firm a grip on reality tend to not handle other drugs well either..

If you feel crazy and hear things sober.. then go see a doc
Till then thc induced psychosis....thc is a hallucinogen as well and does cause everything you describe. Many who take marinol feel similar
Good advice. My only issue is to say that 18-21 is real common.
 

dlftmyers

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Ive cut down weed alot recently maybe 2 or once a week.rather than everyday.


Today i took two big hits off his pipe. I then starts feeling self concious while looking at mirrior, like stuck to it. Walking back and forth the room looking at myself again. So on.

then i go sit down, then all of a sudden i hear a little kids footsteps outside with a ghetto womans shouting behind her, thinking her mom. i just think its nothing just people passing by, but i thought it weird a mom would have a child awake at 12.30pm, but anyways i ignored it. i then got up as i started hearing thats womans voice again, weird as i thought they would of passed my house by now and far far down the street with me not being able to hear them again. i start getting worried, i get up to go by the window to her closer, im feeling weird and paranoid and the womans voice is getting louder and louder but i dont know whats shes saying its like distant but constant. to get to my window you have to walk past the mirror. i look at my mirror and get stuck at looking at my reflection. im now hearing a man talk that woman voice and a kind of crowd, im just looking myself freaking out my mind is all tense and chaotic like a million people talking but not understanding what they are saying.
then all of a sudden im like shit these voices are in my head this schizophrenia i got schizophrenia!!! then it goes alittle longer and then they stop.
i feel so shaken and mind raped i tell my self fuck weed i aint touching that shit again and put my weed and pipe away.


It weird because i knew i was hearing voices, but at first it was just my normal inner head voice like we always have, so i didnt notice it. But then all a sudden it was litrarly another voice/s i wasnt aware our mind was capable of hearing, since this my first ever time hearing audio hallucinations..i thought o shit this is schizophrenia, shit i got it, it was sudden and very scarey and hetic now my mind feels worried and weak
Then i tell my self relax its just your inner self dont worry and feel alot calm but worried itll happen again.
What happen?
When you start talking to the voices in your head and they answer you back That's when you have a problem...Good luck hope things get better for you...:peace:
 

Unclebaldrick

Well-Known Member
Also, voices while you are high are better than those when you're low.

Also, please keep posting. People sometimes leave us hanging (did those GD pots get there or not?). Hope you don't.
 

elcheguevara

New Member
Too be honest, i would say i act odd. I stay in doors alot havent been out in about a couple of months unless going to work on saturdays. I dont have no friends, i got one good one but we just text and i just dont feel botherd to go out and meet even though id like to.
Just cant be botherd to leave the house, although ive been working out alot for nearly a year and gained alot of muscle mass thats all that motivates and keeps me going.

I also get depressed alot and low self confidence. Sometimes i feel ok the next depressed. I feel constantly tired.

As ive read this is alot of the early symptoms of developing schizophrenia or the negative symptoms.
 

Unclebaldrick

Well-Known Member
Would you say this represents a pretty big change in your life from high school? Did you have a lot of friends?

Obviously a lot of what you said is a bit concerning. I'm thinking you feel that way too. Do you live with parents? What has your relationship with them been like for the last few years? Bruthas? Sista's?

Without considering the voices at all. My best advice is to do what you can to talk to a dr about it. Sounds like you probably have insurance, is there any problem in using it for mental health vis a vis your job? I know a lot of people may have different ideas but there a lot of things that sound like they can help pull you out.

Call your friend. Go out. Don't smoke weed when you do (just my opinion). Reconnect with some people.
 

elcheguevara

New Member
ive always been pretty introverted had friends here and there but later lose connection or i just dont open up, so i guess it gets boring. So i end alone again. But this guy who i text his exactly like me introverted and cool, but his not into drugs good guy. I know i should go meet him but i cant be botherd to go out. I feel anxious and weird going in public like people are judging me.

With my parents were close but i never feel close close with them, i never share anything with them, its a hello/bye relationship.

I want to but dont know how, ive been home to long, and this expirence has left me feeling different all today.
 

dr.gonzo1

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Nah, you'll be fine man. I feel like that at times aswell. I think a lot of people do.

You seem to be expressing feelings of isolation and disconnection. You would be an army recruiter or cult leaders wet dream son. Stay the fuck away from all fairgrounds and the local high street.for a bit. :)

Honestly though, sometimes humans suck.....sometimes not. I think it's best to force yourself to socialise if your feeling a bit down but everyones different.

At least you kinda know what's up. Keep the exercise up and I know it sounds like you've got a fair ammount of free time. You need a hobby or second job. Sounds corny but you need a focus......or Jesus.
 

Dr. Skunk Bud

Active Member
Ive cut down weed alot recently maybe 2 or once a week.rather than everyday.


Today i took two big hits off his pipe. I then starts feeling self concious while looking at mirrior, like stuck to it. Walking back and forth the room looking at myself again. So on.

then i go sit down, then all of a sudden i hear a little kids footsteps outside with a ghetto womans shouting behind her, thinking her mom. i just think its nothing just people passing by, but i thought it weird a mom would have a child awake at 12.30pm, but anyways i ignored it. i then got up as i started hearing thats womans voice again, weird as i thought they would of passed my house by now and far far down the street with me not being able to hear them again. i start getting worried, i get up to go by the window to her closer, im feeling weird and paranoid and the womans voice is getting louder and louder but i dont know whats shes saying its like distant but constant. to get to my window you have to walk past the mirror. i look at my mirror and get stuck at looking at my reflection. im now hearing a man talk that woman voice and a kind of crowd, im just looking myself freaking out my mind is all tense and chaotic like a million people talking but not understanding what they are saying.
then all of a sudden im like shit these voices are in my head this schizophrenia i got schizophrenia!!! then it goes alittle longer and then they stop.
i feel so shaken and mind raped i tell my self fuck weed i aint touching that shit again and put my weed and pipe away.


It weird because i knew i was hearing voices, but at first it was just my normal inner head voice like we always have, so i didnt notice it. But then all a sudden it was litrarly another voice/s i wasnt aware our mind was capable of hearing, since this my first ever time hearing audio hallucinations..i thought o shit this is schizophrenia, shit i got it, it was sudden and very scarey and hetic now my mind feels worried and weak
Then i tell my self relax its just your inner self dont worry and feel alot calm but worried itll happen again.
What happen?
Hell yeah I want to smoke some of that bud.
 

Unclebaldrick

Well-Known Member
ive always been pretty introverted had friends here and there but later lose connection or i just dont open up, so i guess it gets boring. So i end alone again. But this guy who i text his exactly like me introverted and cool, but his not into drugs good guy. I know i should go meet him but i cant be botherd to go out. I feel anxious and weird going in public like people are judging me.

With my parents were close but i never feel close close with them, i never share anything with them, its a hello/bye relationship.

I want to but dont know how, ive been home to long, and this expirence has left me feeling different all today.
you might be suffering from a condition known as 19. It usually lasts about a year. That's what I thought of when you mentioned your parents.

I would keep cool and try to find some things that give you pleasure. Exercise is good for that too. Working steady is as well. You are going through a tough age but it gets better. Your an adult now so make it a point to find a good general practitioner that you like unless you really feel good about your current Dr. Establish an open relationship with them. If you don't have insurance, you can still get mental health care if you ever feel that you need it.
 

mr sunshine

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Just go hang out with your friend. Even tho you may not feel like It just do it go to your local gym play basketball.find a dealer that sells stress weed and just live the life you have don't let it pass you by get yourself a girlfriend!
 

MFB

Active Member
My brother is Schizophrenic, he experiences similar things. I feel bad for him because of how scary it must be for him. There has been many times he believed people and things to be trying to attack him or get at him.

It didn't start until his late teens. You may be experience something similar or your mind could be just playing tricks on you. I know I have had similar things happen when I was blazed and alone. Sometimes I hear weird sounds before I drift off to sleep if I go to bed really high.

If I where you I would just stop smoking or change up strains. If it keeps happening to you, get help.
 

lahadaextranjera

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I think schizophrenia is one step behind you. Stop now before you get sectioned like a friend of mine and have to take prescribed obligatory drugs forever.

Listen to me and the last person that posted. We have real life experience not a rose tinted perspective that it'll all be ok.
 

Hepheastus420

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Too be honest, i would say i act odd. I stay in doors alot havent been out in about a couple of months unless going to work on saturdays. I dont have no friends, i got one good one but we just text and i just dont feel botherd to go out and meet even though id like to.
Just cant be botherd to leave the house, although ive been working out alot for nearly a year and gained alot of muscle mass thats all that motivates and keeps me going.

I also get depressed alot and low self confidence. Sometimes i feel ok the next depressed. I feel constantly tired.

As ive read this is alot of the early symptoms of developing schizophrenia or the negative symptoms.
Dude, you sound just like me about a year ago.. no shit, it's pretty strange how similar you sound. I'm 19 too, about to be 20 later this month. I had gone through the same things you're going through about a year ago. I stayed indoors all the time after leaving HS. I avoided friends so naturally they stopped talking to me, this led to loneliness. I started smoking alot of pot to get through this depression that was suddenly layed on me. My depression was alot like yours too. Some days it would be there, some days it wouldn't as strong. I'd feel fatigued all the time, like it was very easy for me to fall asleep but that feeling isn't great when it's on you all day no matter how much you slept. In the morning I'd feel so shitty, like I was on the verge of crying. Anyways, because of all this, I was bringing myself down drowning in my own thoughts.. alone. I started feeling disconnected from people, from reality. I assume it's from smoking pot anytime I could at such a young age instead of smoking pot every now and then and also solving my problems head on without masking them behind the stoned effects of pot.

My vision became hazy. Tired all the time. Felt high all the time. felt off. So this convinced me that I had a mental disorder, much like you've done to yourself. It took me a while to realize everybody goes through this. Just like unclebaldrick said, you might be suffering from a condition known as 19. I didn't have a mental disorder nor was I clinically depressed. I just needed more friends and to go out and enjoy life. Talk to women, make friends, smoke with new people. All these things will help pull yourself out of your own negativity.

And stop telling yourself that you have early signs of schizo. That's exactly what I did, but the disorder I was worried about was called derealization/depersonalization disorder. alot of what I was experiencing matched the symptoms of that disorder, so I was glued onto the idea that my mind was deteriorating in my own head. Figured I was going insane at the time.
Now I see it's silly to just assume you have a mental disorder and you'll have to take prescription drugs forever.

Part of the symptoms of depersonalization is the hazy vision. Yesterday I found out a few weird things about my body, concerning my jaw. If I keep my mouth open, I have my normal strength. If I close my mouth, I'm much weaker because of the way my jaw is positioned (I gotta wear a night guard now to fix this, shouldn't take long). My jaw also causes extreme sensitivity to light and hazy vision. see what I'm saying? I self diagnosed myself and said I have a mental disorder when really it was as simple as my jaw being positioned a little off.

so my advice in a nutshell.. Have a lighter mind, don't worry so much because it won't help. Have confidence that you will get over this, because if you keep doubting yourself, you'll be stuck with your way of thinking for a while. Don't smoke as much, but if you want, smoke with some friends or make new friends. It's as easy as starting a conversation with someone. And at our age, I'm not sure how to explain it, but we pretty much need to get our fix of flirting in. Talk to women too, if you find a nice girl, I'm sure she'll boost up your confidence. you won't find a girl to make you happy if you're indoors all the time.

I hope I helped man, because although I learned ALOT this past year, it could have been spent better without the constant worrying. I wouldn't want somebody else to go down the same path.
 

sunni

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Only you know if something is truly "off" or not right about yourself . If you think so please go see a doctor mental illness isn't a joke goodluxk
 

d0rk2dafullest

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I went thru this and still am. I have stayed high for like 5 years. And all of a sudden I would hear ppl talking. Or voices. Also I would hear what I think are my neighbors talking about me. And it was weird because some of my friends have heard voices when with me too but some don't. I've stopped smoking for 1 and a half years now n still going strong and Its gotten better but I honestly can't sleep without the TV cuz I swear I can still hear someone talking about me and what I do. Yes I am a cultivator and am not too legal with 10x1000w growing a 26%thc strain. I feel like the weed had gotten to me. But I still feel this way without it. Yes I also live in a ghetto and not so great area. And I am also introvert in my mid 20's. Beat thing to do is to stop smoking for a while and concentrate on what motivates u. And to find your inner zen and make yourself happy. Go do what u feel like u need to do. It'll get better. But as far as the voices go. If u stop smoking and still hear them, Ur prolly not krazy. I still hear my neighbors and u would b surprised how quiet at night the ghetto can get. You're not alone bro. And I am kinda relieved that I am not alone as well.

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Organic Toker

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Ive cut down weed alot recently maybe 2 or once a week.rather than everyday.


Today i took two big hits off his pipe. I then starts feeling self concious while looking at mirrior, like stuck to it. Walking back and forth the room looking at myself again. So on.

then i go sit down, then all of a sudden i hear a little kids footsteps outside with a ghetto womans shouting behind her, thinking her mom. i just think its nothing just people passing by, but i thought it weird a mom would have a child awake at 12.30pm, but anyways i ignored it. i then got up as i started hearing thats womans voice again, weird as i thought they would of passed my house by now and far far down the street with me not being able to hear them again. i start getting worried, i get up to go by the window to her closer, im feeling weird and paranoid and the womans voice is getting louder and louder but i dont know whats shes saying its like distant but constant. to get to my window you have to walk past the mirror. i look at my mirror and get stuck at looking at my reflection. im now hearing a man talk that woman voice and a kind of crowd, im just looking myself freaking out my mind is all tense and chaotic like a million people talking but not understanding what they are saying.
then all of a sudden im like shit these voices are in my head this schizophrenia i got schizophrenia!!! then it goes alittle longer and then they stop.
i feel so shaken and mind raped i tell my self fuck weed i aint touching that shit again and put my weed and pipe away.


It weird because i knew i was hearing voices, but at first it was just my normal inner head voice like we always have, so i didnt notice it. But then all a sudden it was litrarly another voice/s i wasnt aware our mind was capable of hearing, since this my first ever time hearing audio hallucinations..i thought o shit this is schizophrenia, shit i got it, it was sudden and very scarey and hetic now my mind feels worried and weak
Then i tell my self relax its just your inner self dont worry and feel alot calm but worried itll happen again.
What happen?



Go easy on that Sativa brotha!

I live in a jungle and was relying on smoking some (read 300g) worth Sativa which my friends from West Bengal in India gave me. They were home grown, full of seeds and I was like okay no tobacco needed. I smoked a j, rolled another, smoked it and went straight to my bong and took two bowls. I sat there thinking to myself, what a waste of time and was cursing my luck. I could have got some good indica from my hometown or some Mango weed from Bangalore and I relied on my friends from Bengal.

I reached for a cigarette and lit it, looked around and heard somebody calling my name. Went out of my room and I din't see any one. I sat there and pinched myself and I realized that I never lit the cigarette. It happened one time and one time only.

The psychedelic trip which Sativa gives is mindfucking! Anxiety will be increased ten folds if you are depressed. I didn't talk to anyone through phone for maybe two months. Couldn't speak, because before I speak it out, my mind answers them all. I have no idea how to explain this, maybe my isolation was a reason. I was like this after my accident, for maybe 3 months. I was angry at everyone because they were still talking the shit which I finished in my mind 2-3 times. I couldn't handle more, I didn't say anything, switched on wanderlust mode and I went to Bangalore to my friends' place. Explained them everything, smoked some mango weed, roamed around for a while and I was okay.

Came back to my lonely jungle and ever since I don't do Sativas alone for more than a week. Now if I roll a j of Sativa, I'll be gladly sketching a picture on my book. Sativa brings up the emotion which you try to suppress unconsciously. The more problems you have, the more you think about it, the more you get psyched. But any day if you give me sativa and indica, I'd choose Sativa. Am not isolated anymore,nor lonely because I found my peace. My journey was long, but a moment of clarity, a chair of wisdom changed my whole life.

Sorry I kinda hijacked your thread, hope you got what I am trying to tell:wall:


The key of happiness is with you, but you forgot where you placed it :)

Peace out bro!

Toker.
 
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