high|hgih
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I post this for a jumble of reasons. For some reason over the weekend I have come to a lot of weird thoughts that are now more comprehensive. It all started with the death of a friend(Ken), in my whole life nobody close to me has ever died. He used to be a co-worker of me and one of my roomates, he was always the nicest person, he worked til his hands bled. Though he was just a dishwasher at Golden Corral, it didn't matter. He always worked hard, and was always nice as could be. Whoever you were. Unfortunately he had heart problems and didn't know. They found him on his bed with a crack pipe. I never even knew he smoked crack. For the past few years I hadnt even spoken to him, I didnt know him allll to well. But the thing is now it feels like there is part of me that can't let go of him. Why?
This weekend me and my roomate went on a DXM binge just because we both somehow managed to get off all weekend saying we were going out of town. During this one of the nights I explained to my friend to bear with me as I had a theory that I was quite proud of thinking. First I explained String Theory and how the most basic thought of it is that inside of atoms, inside of atomic particles, inside of quarks, there are tiny vibrant strings. They vibrate randomly and somehow intertwine. Now imagine that the universe(our universe) recycles constantly. Starting from a singularity and then after its time is up, goes back to singularity. This is where the hole in my logic may be as some people believe the universe is constantly growing. However, nobody really knows. This would look like a string, in a sense, constantly, and randomly, zipping around in nothing. Now imagine there are infinitely more universes. It would be impossible to reach them since outside of the universe there is no space OR time. All of them constantly wriggling around in this void doing the same thing. NOW think, since outside of this universe there is no space nor time couldn't it theoretically make sense that the infinite universes zipping around are actually the strings that make up our tiny little quarks? DNA is shaped as a double helix, perhaps this is how the universe looks right now it looking like this < then later like this <> and if constantly recycling with a tracer to its past lives like this <><><><><> looks kinda like DNA which is coding for life. Now what if strings were to blame for coding DNA? Itd make sense that if a string were a universe recycling that itd be able to code for DNA sense everything in the universe would already be inside of the string, as it were, the string would also look like this <><><><>
This got me thinking about a lot of things. How everything intertwines. Humans die and their matter is recycled. Since energy/matter cannot be created nor destroyed, where does the energy go? I thought about how Ken was still inside of my thoughts, he will probably never leave. Religious people say that that is their living on, inside of us. The memories.. Experiences.. I believe that is touching onto something. If one like Ken dies we all have positive experiences and memories of him. He didn't die in vein. His essence is more positive. It led me to believe that if one dies in vein, and the energy is negative. It will end up being a bad thing somehow, possibly.
Before birth space and time do not exist. Same with after death. Since your 'energy' would be passed along to people you knew, perhaps your essence is living in a higher realm. Literally incomprehensible to things that are inside of this matrix of space and time. When one is born, they know nothing, they rapidly grow and through communication become non-ignorant with the rest of us. When one dies, they also degrade into one that is unable to communicate, ignorant. Maybe the whole human race is one organism. Similar to how your body cells grow, die, recycle.. Maybe we are just like these body cells working towards an immortal being. Immortal in the sense of no space, no time. When someone dies, and space and time are irrelevant, they are lifted and evolved into something outside of this. All these peoples essences perhaps collect into something larger, outside of all of this.
The brain is a quantum computer. We make computers, but they work on a binary system. 1's and 0's. A computer has no afterlife. But perhaps us, as quantum computers do. We do not work on a 1 and 0 basis, and maybe thats the difference. We work on a much more complex basis. 1 and 0 combined into one.
These computers may also have glitches though, just as binary computers do. The proof of that being things like multiple personality disorder, homosexuality.. A lot of diseases. Since we all are part of one, evolving being, it would make sense that when glitched, one cell(person) might think they are a girl and like other boys(Though I think a lot of homosexuality is for the attention, humans like attention, its in their nature), one cell might be glitched and actually think or be two of them at once. We call them crazy, but its just how they were born, a mutation. Humanity will constantly evolve until it is one. Slowly learning telepathy, but telepathy would be the beginning. One day the race will not take up space at all, and once this happens, all humanity is one being. Maybe this is extinction? Maybe one day we will all be collected into one essence, separating from space and time, separating from consciousness entirely.
This jumps around a lot, but it makes ya think. I hope one day I can become more conclusive on all of this.
This weekend me and my roomate went on a DXM binge just because we both somehow managed to get off all weekend saying we were going out of town. During this one of the nights I explained to my friend to bear with me as I had a theory that I was quite proud of thinking. First I explained String Theory and how the most basic thought of it is that inside of atoms, inside of atomic particles, inside of quarks, there are tiny vibrant strings. They vibrate randomly and somehow intertwine. Now imagine that the universe(our universe) recycles constantly. Starting from a singularity and then after its time is up, goes back to singularity. This is where the hole in my logic may be as some people believe the universe is constantly growing. However, nobody really knows. This would look like a string, in a sense, constantly, and randomly, zipping around in nothing. Now imagine there are infinitely more universes. It would be impossible to reach them since outside of the universe there is no space OR time. All of them constantly wriggling around in this void doing the same thing. NOW think, since outside of this universe there is no space nor time couldn't it theoretically make sense that the infinite universes zipping around are actually the strings that make up our tiny little quarks? DNA is shaped as a double helix, perhaps this is how the universe looks right now it looking like this < then later like this <> and if constantly recycling with a tracer to its past lives like this <><><><><> looks kinda like DNA which is coding for life. Now what if strings were to blame for coding DNA? Itd make sense that if a string were a universe recycling that itd be able to code for DNA sense everything in the universe would already be inside of the string, as it were, the string would also look like this <><><><>
This got me thinking about a lot of things. How everything intertwines. Humans die and their matter is recycled. Since energy/matter cannot be created nor destroyed, where does the energy go? I thought about how Ken was still inside of my thoughts, he will probably never leave. Religious people say that that is their living on, inside of us. The memories.. Experiences.. I believe that is touching onto something. If one like Ken dies we all have positive experiences and memories of him. He didn't die in vein. His essence is more positive. It led me to believe that if one dies in vein, and the energy is negative. It will end up being a bad thing somehow, possibly.
Before birth space and time do not exist. Same with after death. Since your 'energy' would be passed along to people you knew, perhaps your essence is living in a higher realm. Literally incomprehensible to things that are inside of this matrix of space and time. When one is born, they know nothing, they rapidly grow and through communication become non-ignorant with the rest of us. When one dies, they also degrade into one that is unable to communicate, ignorant. Maybe the whole human race is one organism. Similar to how your body cells grow, die, recycle.. Maybe we are just like these body cells working towards an immortal being. Immortal in the sense of no space, no time. When someone dies, and space and time are irrelevant, they are lifted and evolved into something outside of this. All these peoples essences perhaps collect into something larger, outside of all of this.
The brain is a quantum computer. We make computers, but they work on a binary system. 1's and 0's. A computer has no afterlife. But perhaps us, as quantum computers do. We do not work on a 1 and 0 basis, and maybe thats the difference. We work on a much more complex basis. 1 and 0 combined into one.
These computers may also have glitches though, just as binary computers do. The proof of that being things like multiple personality disorder, homosexuality.. A lot of diseases. Since we all are part of one, evolving being, it would make sense that when glitched, one cell(person) might think they are a girl and like other boys(Though I think a lot of homosexuality is for the attention, humans like attention, its in their nature), one cell might be glitched and actually think or be two of them at once. We call them crazy, but its just how they were born, a mutation. Humanity will constantly evolve until it is one. Slowly learning telepathy, but telepathy would be the beginning. One day the race will not take up space at all, and once this happens, all humanity is one being. Maybe this is extinction? Maybe one day we will all be collected into one essence, separating from space and time, separating from consciousness entirely.
This jumps around a lot, but it makes ya think. I hope one day I can become more conclusive on all of this.
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