Hmmm....perhaps you overdid it...if it was in fact only your second time...
I have smoked til I felt really terrible...I have also smoked a blunt one time with a group of people that had been rolled before I got there anyway after we smoked it all of a sudden all I could hear was the tha thud of my heart beating all over my body...I could see everyone like talking and laughing, but I couldn't hear anything but my heart...stood up yelled I had to go home and bolted out the door...it then took me what felt like forever to get home because every few minutes I would get that feeling you feel when you are lost, or at least the feeling I always feel when lost, so I would have to stop and get my bearings...and they were 2 houses down from my house on a straight road...anyway made it home and had to lay down, but the room felt spinny and awful...it was so bad...it was either weed of a caliber for which I was not ready, or they put something in it...they were into some serious shit I found out later, and I never found out one way or another...I felt alright the next day...though as I recall...so I am not sure...are you feeling alright...? Do you have a history of depression? Sometimes I just feel down...like the world has a sad tilt all of a sudden...sometimes...it is not weed related though...but sometimes I feel like it might be..but my very worst depression was before I started smoking...perhaps don't smoke for awhile and see how you feel...perhaps you just don't like...
the first few times I smoked I didn't see the joy in it. At all...it didn't do anything...then when I was 22 I tried it again...and it was like whoa! I need to do this more...and I would smoke a few times a year for the first year...then once a month...then once a week...then every night...then every night and at lunch...then every night and at lunch and before dinner....and that is where I am now...lol...I would like to get back to every night and that is all, but what do I do with my other downtime?