LSD and PTSD and Deppression

PCP? FUCK pcp shit scares me. Never going there. Shit on you tupe scares me to the core. Sticking to my L and shrooms. And DMT ofcourse never had the privledge but looking to make some. You into L i take it?

L is better than shrooms just for its stability but I don't fuck with hallucinogens. Molly is where its at but no powder, strictly moon rocks then you know what you're getting. Powder is heavily stomped with bath salts

btw leak was a joke. its some nasty shit

LOL. Love molly dude so wish i wasnt on paper. God damn i envy you. Moon rocks? Ha never heard of them. My favorite drug is cocaine but damn molly might top it when i come to retrospect. Dude you have to include trip in your life!

Big Trees said:

L is better than shrooms just for its stability but I don't fuck with hallucinogens. Molly is where its at but no powder, strictly moon rocks then you know what you're getting. Powder is heavily stomped with bath salts

Click to expand...

Even moon rocks can lie.. A/B extraction plus a b vitamin of your choice... Boom snickle fritz... Although it's much less likely and takes a bit more skill than just adding in some MDPV or some course inositol and stepping on it.

Shards are best and are the hardest to manipulate or recreate. The bigger the chunk the more its bunk...

I've done plenty of cid and boomers. Not my shit. Weed is my shit
And I would prefer b12 over bath salts. Tiny ass white rocks is what I've gotten, you can do a .1 bump and you get such a nice clean high. It almost feels natural. Now I have seen sas that was a colaish colored rock about an inch in diameter

Big Trees said:

I've done plenty of cid and boomers. Not my shit. Weed is my shit
And I would prefer b12 over bath salts. Tiny ass white rocks is what I've gotten, you can do a .1 bump and you get such a nice clean high. It almost feels natural. Now I have seen sas that was a colaish colored rock about an inch in diameter

Click to expand...

That "natural" feeling and .1 tells me you know whats goin' down around town. Just thought I would share some insight in case it was needed. Apparently it is not

Right now im thinking thered be nothing better for the nasty part of my PTSD than Molly. I feel a philosiphical god on that shit, would definatly take the social mind lock off and alow me to bond better with people, thus enhancing my self esteem. Fuck. MAkes me want to run.. just want to be part of the free flow again, im so messed up. Might reunite my curious nature that feels dead now. Guess ill have to make adderall and ritalin work for now as enhancers and focus on trip. I feel a solid DMT trip is exactly what i need to kind of reboot my mind... See the thing is i just need to network. Id like to follow up on this when i get moving on my own experiement, just need to find these things.................

^^^^^^^^^^
Drug Addict

yea prefer L really, its more intellectual and more clear as like more parrellel to a sober mind set. Shrooms are more of a mind fuck.

MisterMicro said:

Right now im thinking thered be nothing better for the nasty part of my PTSD than Molly. I feel a philosiphical god on that shit, would definatly take the social mind lock off and alow me to bond better with people, thus enhancing my self esteem. Fuck. MAkes me want to run.. just want to be part of the free flow again, im so messed up. Might reunite my curious nature that feels dead now. Guess ill have to make adderall and ritalin work for now as enhancers and focus on trip. I feel a solid DMT trip is exactly what i need to kind of reboot my mind... See the thing is i just need to network. Id like to follow up on this when i get moving on my own experiement, just need to find these things.................

Click to expand...

BRO! Its all on the silk road. DMT is a major product on there. You could always grow your own shrooms. It's not terribly difficult. Shit there is even some top notch blow on there. There is all sorts of fun stuff on there. It is the holy grail for the unconnected guy. Even those connected turn to the road on occasion. The quality is typically better then the street. But the prices are also a little up there. But I know for a fact many people have gotten top notch dmt from the road.

Hell yea, and a damn successful one, Ha

HAha yeah Im in a Group home. Plan to get my own place but wouldnt risk growing shrooms with my PO and all, otherwise id have the kit in the mail already. I was thinking thered be a 'silk road' on the great wide web, been on it before. Styles gave me pychiatric pointers if your picking up what im laying down. DMT i could do, just have to make my lazy ass some money.. Working on it though, have a interview set up for some bitch work painting. Just really would drop money for L before anything else though... I pull some money out of a hat for L...

Silk road? what is that a greatful dead song? you damn hippy! haha jk

the first time i did mushrooms me and a close friend took about 6 grams each not really knowing what was going to happen and went into the bush at night, had so much fun out there and the next morning felt the best i have ever felt. This content feeling lasted months it was like i was given the right key to unlock a door. A year has passed and have had a bit of depression lately so decided on another trip, this time going in with the complete wrong mindset , like if i take these shrooms everything will be better . well it didn't work like that ended up having a pretty shit trip and felt none the better for it. I think you need to be so clear headed and going in expecting nothing in return to have a beautiful and mind opening trip. good luck

yeah cant ever use drugs as a crutch. Totally agreed. have to meet them half way wether it be mushrooms cocain or heroin. Ok heres what im dealing with... Wikipedia on Arsenic as a nuerotoxin : Arsenic [edit]Arsenic is a neurotoxin commonly found concentrated in areas exposed to agricultural runoff, mining, and smelting sites (Martinez-Finley 2011). One of the effects of arsenic ingestion during the development of the nervous system is the inhibition of neurite growth[85] So it sounds like Arsenic more hinders nuero growth or stunts it than do actuall damage..?Also was poisoned with what i was told was turpentine. Is this the same or very similar to ethonol because all wiki covers is ethonol :Ethanol [edit] As a neurotoxin, ethanol has been shown to induce nervous system damage and affect the body in a variety of ways. Among the known effects of ethanol exposure are both transient and lasting consequences. Some of the lasting effects include long-term reduced neurogenesis in the hippocampus,[96][97] widespread brain atrophy,[98] and induced inflammation in the brain.[99] Of note, chronic ethanol ingestion has additionally been shown to induce reorganization of cellular membrane constituents, leading to a lipid bilayer marked by increased membrane concentrations of cholesterol and saturated fat.[46] This is important as neurotransmitter transport can be impaired through vesicular transport inhibition, resulting in diminished neural network function. One significant example of reduced inter-neuron communication is the ability for ethanol to inhibit NMDA receptors in the hippocampus, resulting in reduced long-term potentiation (LTP) and memory acquisition.[45] NMDA has been shown to play an important role in LTP and consequently memory formation.[100] With chronic ethanol intake, however, the susceptibility of these NMDA receptors to induce LTP increases in the mesolimbic dopamine neurons in an inositol 1,4,5-triphosphate (IP3) dependent manner.[101] This reorganization may lead to neuronal cytotoxicity both through hyperactivation of postsynaptic neurons and through induced addiction to continuous ethanol consumption. It has, additionally, been shown that ethanol directly reduces intracellular calcium ion accumulation through inhibited NMDA receptor activity, and thus reduces the capacity for the occurrence of LTP.[20]Was wondering if someone could put this in laymans terms? i bassically get it but theres alot i dont have knowledge on... ? Also how LSD DMT and Psilocybin applies to this type of damage?

I cant edit post sorry, this computer is like a 95, a fucking dinosaur.

Got ahold of my wing man! Sid is immenant. Fuck yea ill follow up with info on how L applies to my PTSD and Deppression through ezperimentation and sensitive ears.

Unless in a controlled environment with a psychologist/guide, I wouldn't recommend it. Psychedelics can be very unpredictable when it comes to people with a history of depression.

GRATEful dead....but they are great!