I have a sister-in-law that has had a recent episode having to do with phychotropics.
obviously i wont use names but she has had many past experiences of sexual abuse and stalkers etc. etc.
she is 18 and in the last year started experimenting. she had taken mushrooms before and always smokes ganj.
last year my wife flew out to visit her and took about 5-6 tabs of GDF white on white from a more than trusted source with her. and i have had more than my fair share of experience on LSD and my body handles it very very well. and i can tell you these tabs were as clean as they come.
well my wife gave some to her sis and half way through she started gettin into in with the bad vibes.
another time she took some synthetic mescaline that me and some good buddies were messin with, excellent stuff if you enjoy 4d kaleidoscopes popping out of the ground. well i wasnt with her the whole night but apparently she got into it again this time. ever since these incidents she began displaying almost mirror-image severe schizophrenic symptoms. she became a little ocd but about irrational things, she would make repetitive noises and shake uncontrollably. she would speak in tongues and sometimes in about 5 different languages at once. (she is saudi and multi-lingual)
she went through some therapy and went on anti-psychotics and she is leveling out now after about 6 months. she also used to not eat almost ever, wouldnt go to the bathroom for a week or more on end, and would wander around outside for people to call the police on her and get her hospitalized which traumatized the hell out of her. these are just some of the symptoms that she displayed. the hospital widely generalized the diagnoses as "a psychotic episode" but i am more than sure that this was a clear case of drug induced schizophrenia. but i also know based on some research i have done in the past that it has a lot to do with excessive childhood trauma that she was more or less re-living on a day to day during her psychosis, as well as the drugs and I have also read that if someone has a abnormal gene which has a predisposition (not to be confused with predetermination) for schizophrenia, the use of psychoactive substances (especially LSD) can actually trigger that gene on and off.
I am all for having fun and I consider myself a proud psychonaut, but there are some people that simply cannot take these substances in a safe way. and in that way i strongly believe in properly educating new users on the constitution of psychoactive substances. i dont think there are bad drugs i think there are a lot of bad users. drugs are like chemical machines in your body. if certain requirements are not met and boundaries are crossed, that machine will not function properly. biological organisms more or less work in the same way in a general sense. please be careful people. my love for the culture stems from peace love and community, not reckless ignorant abuse and misinformation.
some tips,
NEVER mix psychoactive chems with scripts!! I have another story about that if you really want to hear it. if you are on medications and are choosing to take something anyway which you should not do, TELL EVERYONE YOU ARE WITH SO THAT THEY ARE AWARE IN THE EVENT OF A GOOD SITUATION GONE BAD! IT HELPS A LOT WHEN PEOPLE LIKE ME HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU AND MAKE SURE YOU DONT HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL WHICH IS A VERY TOUGH CALL TO MAKE!
If you have a family or genetic history of mental illness, stay away from the fun stuff because it may not be so fun for you.
If you have had a rough childhood, use at your own discretion.... you for sure wont die but know that theres a chance you may not like the adventure....
Good environment, good vibes. I personally enjoy the spiritual experience of the solo trip, but i dont recommend this if you dont have a lot of experience or have had a bad experience before.
SAFE environment!! these two brothers that went to my high school, lived next door to the school, they were on mushrooms and started messing around with daddies hand gun= brother shoots brother in the face. they heard the shot from inside the school. I dont think i need to elaborate on this one much further.
If you are currently going through clinical depression (i mean you have been to the doctor and been diagnosed with depression, not your sad because you had a bad day) be cautious. i have been through it before and it has never effected my experiences but everyone is different. for example, a friend of a friend of mine. on his way home from a show. throughout the night he was dosing high on L and Molly. pulls over on the side of the highway, gets out and walks into a truck. not saying that is a direct result of being depressed and on drugs... but im sure most would agree thats probably not far off from the truth.
KNOW YOUR SOURCE!!! i cannot stress this enough. If you are not with someone who really knows their stuff to look at it and tell you whats up, or dont know where its coming from... DONT PUT IT IN YOUR BODY!! I have a decent knowledge of Research chems and have taken a beefy handful of them myself and im telling you they are bad news! and you most likely wont know the difference. make sure you are getting real product. if your dealing with mdma get a tester kit online.
If you get some acid, you put it on your tongue and taste something? spit if out immediately because its not acid. i dont care what enyone tells you. real clean LSD-25 is completely tasteless. this is a good indicator of what your are taking.
last, just be smart. If you have to ask yourself if what your about to do is a good idea, then it is not a good idea.
please, this message is directed at new users or people looking to experiment. please heed my words with a grain of salt. I am a huge advocate of the spiritual powers of LSD; but there is a safe way and a not safe way to do everything in life. inform yourselves. if anyone has any other questions, please ask me. i have been in many many situations noone wants to find themselves in and i have seen a lot of things around the acid culture, ive seen it all over the us. east coast, west coast, mid-west..... if you have a question about LSD in particular i can tell you almost anything except how to make it because im not a chemist. but experience wise i can safely say i have seen or heard almost everything.