sad but true... nobody told em to stick hbomb in his arm. fuck when u start doin that shiet u know ur fucked up.
sad? sorry to bum you out but I was acctually in the less than 10% that made it out. When your in a rehab for heroin they give you the stats...50% relapse the first day out, 75% the first week, 85% the first month,
90% the first year. This doesn't give one that much hope...opiate withdrawl is hell, opium is fine, but I'm sure after a few years you would be fiendin for it pretty bad when you came down.
No one told me to start shooting heroin! Yeah and when I started I was sooooo fucked up, that I didn't realize how fucked up what I was doing was. I was half dead half alive for months before I first came down and then that was only for a day or two. I'm a success story, I've found it inside myself to quit a drug people have died for, not from, FOR.
I know dudes (old friends) my age who try sooo hard to quit, but they don't have the mental faculties, so its just like...Im trying to quite Im trying to quit, relapse, trying to quit trying to quit, relapse. Livin with their parents or offa welfare or unemployment, sad sad dirty people. aids hep tb. all too common for dope addicts, if you have aids and your sharing a needle with 10 other junkies in a studio apartment. You have issues, and when your so addicted that you can realize the problems with that, thats an issue. The problem with heroin is its soo glamorous, you feel untouchable, and girls see this...a lot of the above dudes have admitted, "Ive only gotten laid, high on H" sad but true.
Don't play games with Opiates, look for "black tar heroin" on youtube, crushing stuff. and the worst part is that a lot of people are driven to it as a way to escape their problems, but you get more problems in the end than you had to start with. didn't the greeks consider the opium poppy 'the tears of aphrodite'?