RawBudzski
Well-Known Member
Are you.. .Watching Me
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Aliens I believe in.
Maybe instead of burning in hell, the father would be nice enough to let you wonder in space for eternity looking for other forms of life lol
Ya know, I grew up with the belief that "I AM" is an all loving God and that we are all his children. Then as I got older and really saw how the world was and in dealing with my personal issues, I came to the conclusion that there is no all loving God. What God who claims to love us all would put innocent people in harms way? Why would He make us suffer? I know that some believe that our time here on earth is a test...
So after my 3rd heart surgery, I wrote of God. I was 15 at the time.
I NEVER talk religion. As you can see, it's a very touchy subject...
Then about 3 years ago, my grandfather, the greatest man I ever knew, was very ill. He was in a place that I truely hope NOBODY has to ever see any loved one be in. He was 88. Had many medical issues. Mostly brought on by his drinking and smoking cigs. My parents put him in a home with 24hr care...
The last time that I went to see him, my family told me to expect him to not know who you are. He could no longer talk, just make horrible sounds like he was trying to talk but the brain was no longer working...
So when I went to see him, they were right. He was suffering and I could see it in his eyes. I sat there for almost 2 hours holding his hand and balling like I am now... When I got up to leave, I could see in his eyes that he knew I was there. I could also see that he was in pain. Not physical pain...
That night I went home and cried like you wouldn't believe. Then got pissed....
Then I went out to my back yard and for the first time in 20 years, I spoke to God. I asked him to take my grandfather. Take the pain away. Make him whole. Just "Please end his misery"...
At alittle after 2a.m. that same night, He passed.
That single moment made me believe...
Good night people
Are you.. .Watching Me...
I question the validity of any god that would torture me in hell merely for not
believing something for which there is absolutely no empirical evidence. The fact that you accept this version of god means your logic filter is screwed up. This immorality is in direct conflict with what Jesus preached about turn the other cheek and love thy enemy but that doesn't seem to matter to Xians either.
ok i noticed theres alot of bible thumper pot heads) so i purpose prove to me theres is a god if not then let it go beleive what you like i know there isnt just political propaganda
like the day when jesus arose from the grave and there was 6 more weeks of winter
prove to me there is a god cause i call BS on that jesus death date was what 0 and its 2011 AD so your telling me 2011 yrs and still nothing owe he's comeing 2012 right ?????? to end the world and those that dont believe him will all burn in hell
is this not hell were already living in people so believers bring out your guns and prove to me there is a GOD
and if so why hasnt he shown himself already if were his children then why is so many ppl dieing from hunger where the fck is ass clown GOD
i Now Declare Myself God.
Fuckin sweet!!!Yes, I am the True God. Their are no Standards I Expect of you.. . In denying me, your actually accepting me. & in Accepting me, your accepting me. So your screwed either way. But No Worries ! After Death Every One Will Be Granted Marijuana Seeds that Fully Mature In 7 Days. Together we will create strains and get high for eternity,.
this sounds fairly logical and easy to follow...no getting up early on Sunday to go and compare clothing...no handing over 20% of my income...no big book of fairy tales to follow...and the only burning bush involved is in my pipe.but can i still pray to the gopher king? he seems to have a better hit and miss ratio then god as it comes to answering prayers.Yes, I am the True God. Their are no Standards I Expect of you.. . In denying me, your actually accepting me. & in Accepting me, your accepting me. So your screwed either way. But No Worries ! After Death Every One Will Be Granted Marijuana Seeds that Fully Mature In 7 Days. Together we will create strains and get high for eternity,.