My sister is a 4 year college graduate with decent job and married with kids. I am 31 the uncle to two nephews single never married and all I have to my name is a long employment history and useless associate's degree. Sometimes when I get blaZed I find myself wondering who did life right. I guess I did it wrong? Life don't come with an instruction manual. Then again what causes so much stress with people all the time is the feeling like they did life wrong. Is it even worth worrying about? Stress ain't never worth it. Guess I always just wanted the simple things and I had a lot of obstacles coming out of the gate so that in and of itself was a challenge. I just had so much shit happen. Took me years to figure out that the more you try to fight the laws of physics and punch above your weight the more the universe is gonna smack you down and humble you but I was always an arrogant precocious little fuck. People tell me I still got time it don't always feel like it tho but maybe it's just my expectations that distort how I see things. Anyways just some random jibba jabba. I have probably officially been designated as funny uncle without my knowing. Not sure that's good or not. Hey at least I'm not boring.
In other news my computer died (rip) and I'm thinking of downgrading to a flip phone aka a dumb phone. I don't use socials so I guess it don't matter for me. Also I start a new job on Wednesday. Yey me. Hopefully im not piss tested.