I used to be a bit of a screamer until I moved here and really just let go. Its wrong to be screaming here as people look down on that so I also adopted that as much as possible. When I was working in India we were living in Penang, Malaysia so I hadnt fully settled yet. And all the alcohol I used to drink fueled all the bad shit in me. Thats since g Aye bury head in sand very well......I have a job on the hook, but still another 3 weeks or so before it begins so patiently waiting.....Ttystikk has lived a bunch of different places - countries as well.
Sounds familiar.Screaming is a bad habit.I have resolved my probs with my son and promised not to lose my patience with him.
Alchohol was a big issue for me.It used to bring up alot of deep-rooted anger.Thankfully i never got physical.
I worked as a painter in NZ.I would have liked to have seen the pacific islands.I did see alot of NZ.
With a population of 4 million.Its nicely unspoilt.
I guess some more qigong training somewhere exotic would be my next choice.Theres an ashram near Ankor i have my eye on
.I would love to go there in the rainy season.
cheers.