Me and the pillow having been cuddling the last few days but nothing is taking the edge off.
Ya a pillow can be your best buddy at times....
and having a place that you are comfortable to change things up is also a necessity
plenty of days I go from my bed to my office chair and back to my bed....trying to stay in each for as long as I can stand it
also standing for any length of time can be taxing....
for me personally the pharma crap is also a necessity....so for years I would do a planned taper each summer...off of opiates and fentanyl
but it was a trade off...some health for some, mobility
now with fentanyl being so demonized...and me going off it completely...the little bit of mobility I did have is gone...
so I have been basically house bound this winter.
where as normally I could get out and walk the dogs, bring in small amounts of fire wood...etc....
and even though I have not requested an increase in my pain meds in many years.but rather added mmj to the fold a few years back ..I like most other chronic pain sufferers...
am finding it increasingly hard to even get the" Pharma crap" that actually works.
With Gp's being pressured by the college...and now requiring a second opinion via pain clinic to back up their prognosis before they will continue wit
what has been the standard treatment... ... for the past 10 years...
Plus they are using me as a guinea pig..I'm pretty sure... since I have had 3 different surgeons opinions.... tell me that I'm not operable .
