I personaly am not a direct nihilist,but i do find a transparancey to everything to the point that this life is very dreamlike.Dose the universe exist purposefully?Or is it out of spontanuity that it simply is.I think the latter.I may have said this before in another post,for purpose to be,there must be a giver of purpose or a proponent of directional intent.The Universe itself,I feel as if it were much to large to be confined to simply having purpose,It just is.We have purpose as a facet of our mind,its built into the human mind from our observation of everything around us having a seeming functionality,but it just isnt necessarily so,that all things exist with a given purpose if with any.Purpose can be equated to ones perspective tendencies.I see purpose as purely optional and subjective at that.We dont know where the Universe came from,dose it matter?If u seek the answer then yes.But if You seek answers to a question that relies greatly on subjective thought,then you will have scarcely any chance of hard fact to be realized from it.The better way is to not look for such an answer,to be as the universe is,exist and be present.Just be comfortable with yourself utterly.The mind is your gateway to freedom,you have to realize where to find the keys right?HAHAHA,enough of my ranting!
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