Whats up peeps,
I already have an account on RIU but didnt want to use it for this thread.
Here goes,
I have had a shit life and at 23 1/2 years old i'v had enough of this shit.
i have had a rough childhood, beaten up by my dad nearly every week from about 6 years old until i was 16, forced to go boxing 6 nights a weeks weather i liked it or not, then i'd get a beating when i got home anyway for 1 reason or another.
School was ok, i had a few friends back then but not too many, anyway, i left and got a job when i was 15, always have worked hard and dont seen to get anywhere.
I was hanging around rough people for a few years just because they seen to like me, i just wanted to have friends. I was getting into all sorts of trouble and worked out i was just being used.
So, i get to 19, meet a girl who i thought was nice, a few months later she got pregnant and i have a beautiful little girl.
Any way things wasnt great between the mother and me and we end3d up splitting up, after both of us had cheated.
So, i had a bit of luck and got a great job doing what i love, i found an amazing girl and things were going great, But good things never seem to last long with me.
Now, i lost the job through losing my temper with someone at work, but my girl stood by me, she is one in a million.
Now after a few montsh our relationship is very rocky and she doesnt think she want to be with me anymore she says.
Now if i was normal, all of what i have described woulfd be easy to overcome, but i dont think i can.
I am unable to see my daughter because the mother will not let me, not that i have done anything wrong, just coz shes a cunt.
I am really fed up with my life, it just goes from bad to worse and i feel like i have no control over it anymore.
I dont have anyone to talk to so i just bottle it all up and have been doing it since i can remember, i'm just fucking lost and have had enough.
All i want is to happy, to be a dad to my little girl and a boyfriend to the very special girl.
I'm so unhappy and have nowhere or anyone to talk about things with.
Thanks for listening rollitup,
Have a good day..