what is you on tonight

Bro...I consume cocaine like a madman....I snort nothin less than .5 lines....I've been using cocaine heavily for nearly 20years...HEAVILY...not so much last two years since I've been married but its nothing unusual at all for me to b on 3-4-5 day binges sleep wake up n do it all over again....I lived like that for the better part of ten years....the other 8-9years of use was at least a three day binge twice a month...steadily....marriage and opiates have subsided my cocaine use but the marriage is failing n I'm actually moving out next week....which also kinda scares me especially aftr last nites episode and also especially since I gotta quit smokin weed dec1st...job reasons gotta advancement coming up which requires a physical. ...n not a half ass one its for serious business....so I can't fuck around n fuck it up its gonna double my pay at a minimum....I hvnt stopped smokin weed for a long long time...wonderin how that's gonna go....

Cocaine has takin away everything good I've ever had in my life...I've always manged to keep my head above water other than the times I was locked up for it....I've always worked n if I wasn't workin I had some kinda real good hustle goin...but family friends possessions kids jobs freedom...all that kinda stuff gone...slowly but steadily last few years been rebuilding and making story book progress actually....the marriage isn't failing from drug use last nite was the first since the beginning of the marriage...n she dsnt even know or prolly care we've been in seperation mode last month or two or three. ...just grown apart in all sorts of ways....

Skuxx said:

No way you snorted 7 grams in 12 hours....

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And also my gettin high on coke prolly isn't like most....like I consume so much my pupils go straight black like I'm trippin...can't talk....hallucinate...mainly shadows n shit movin unless its days in....but yeah...crazy shit

I don't think it dilates my pupils. But I always overindulge in it too, until I'm so shaky that I can't even hold a straw to snort another line. It makes my heart race too much though. And I get paranoid thoughts about cops n shit

yeah im old enough to snort some blow lol
and ak thanks bro i dig the advice
we did a 300 dollar ball last night too whew we were onone i feel good this morning had xan for the come down now im just cheifn

chambray7 said:

yeah im old enough to snort some blow lol
and ak thanks bro i dig the advice
we did a 300 dollar ball last night too whew we were onone i feel good this morning had xan for the come down now im just cheifn

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tree hundo for a ball?

tried it ONCE was pink fishscale from 88th and amdsterdam in the big nyc, dominacans ran that block then. took one big toot walked thru a drywall framing and never touched it again lol!

thats what i said lol i dint put no ins on it so i was like ok
but that was some fire fire

Skuxx said:

tree hundo for a ball?

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Thats pretty much the going rate for fire where I live. You can pick up decent for 50 a g but flaky, off the key is around 100 a g. Think thats bad then never look at Australian drug prices.

fuck Mr. Vega... thats hard core.... sorry to hear that ....

coke calms me down pretty much just more away and it kinda tingles in the back of my head i like that fire
Australian prices are ouragous id hate

you know coke was one of those things I never had an urge to try.....

my buddies would blow it all night long and say "you get so high you don't know what your missing"

at the same time I would usually be a few hits in and smoking dmt sayin you don't know what your missing.....

I think I was lucky knowing my personality to get scooped up by family and shown "the way" in the woods while my friends where listening the chronic 2001 blowin coke and thinking they where bawlers

who knows though maybe I missed out on a lot......

no DMTer .... you missed nothing... you were busy winning.

Impman said:

no DMTer .... you missed nothing... you were busy winning.

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Thanks for the reassurance....curiosity can get the best of you at times.....

chambray7 said:

yeah im old enough to snort some blow lol
and ak thanks bro i dig the advice
we did a 300 dollar ball last night too whew we were onone i feel good this morning had xan for the come down now im just cheifn

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Damn...for $300 a ball I bttr get like this when I do a line...

Impman said:

fuck Mr. Vega... thats hard core.... sorry to hear that ....

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Its all gonna b ok....I'm just ridin the wave....

Id put the $ for coke into a grow,grow big,get paper..(I meant lsd silly...)

lol vega it nearly got you there like that wit yo eyes
but im tryn to get my hands a a sheet my auntie know some dead heads

Homebrew beer and a fat doobie last nite. I'm so used to smoking from my one hitter that the doob really got me. I even was able to sleep in today for the first time in probably a year. Stayed in bed till 10. Woot woot, anyhow, good time was had by all.

Bushwick..mustive been good pot..ill smoke a huge joint to myself and that's good pot also..lol