i want to know if anyone here has tried crack.......i mean. i want to try heroin AND crack to see what the hype is about and why it was powerful enough to destroy so many lives. i been smoking for 5 years started when i was 17 and to me its like.....weed can never be powerful enough to have that type of control over me. it has enough control over me that its on top of my priority list though. whenever i'm working i ALWAYS have a weed budget just as i have a food budget, gas money and pocket spending money. but obviously not no binge spending type shit. i just want to feel that feeling to be like....ok NOW i understand why niggaz is so hype about this shit........but i don't want to try it cuz fuck getting addicted to that shit. i like to say that i'm addicted to weed even though i won't have withdrawals symptoms from not smoking. i'll just irritable and antsy but not no scratching neck cold sweat type shit......shaking in my sleep type shit.
lol, i told you my favorite drug was more.. whether it was more crack, more coke, more dope, i really didn't care.. the only drug i've never done much of is meth, and that's probably only because meth isn't as big as coke and rock on the east coast..
crack is awful.. you ever do nitrous?? pretty much the same exact feeling, more intense with rock though of course.. than the paranoia hits.. peaking out the windows and shit, everyone is out to get you..
then after you smoke your last rock the fun begins.. looking around on the carpet for that rock you know you dropped.. smoking bits of w/e you managed to scrape off of the ground, 99% of the time it was some dirt or w/e.. so nasty and dirty.. crack is evil.. just the way it makes you think and shit.. it turns you into a shitty person rather quickly ime..
dope is much different.. it's a downer.. my first time i puked my guts up for hours after a tiny bump... i really didn't like the high, at all.. was super heavy and left me feeling like shit, could hardly move without wanting to puke.. the good thing is i didn't want to move..
of course the more i did it, the less sick i got, until i started to get sick from not having it.. dope sickness is the worst.. cold, flu, anxiety like feelings.. it just blows, totally uncomfortable for a week or two.. no sleep, puking, shitting yourself, skin crawling, legs kicking hell..