stopcallingmedude
Well-Known Member
So, I've been thinking recently about why I smoke. I think it's partly because I need something that relaxes me and something that turns my mind off for a while. I'm an English PhD student and my brain is constantly on, thinking about all of my research and blah blah blah. But I also find that I think about what I'm thinking about... (and so on, if that makes any sense). So my smoking is sort of an escape from constant mental function. Not that I get stupid, I just am able to turn on my more artistically creative side when I smoke.
When I was younger, I was the classic dumb little stoner that just cared about getting high and acting stupid. As I've gotten older, I've found that the act of smoking has become much more ritualized. I use a specific peice depending on what mood I'm in, I listen to music, I have a designated smoking room with art on the walls, a good sound system and comfy places to sit. Sometimes I will do oil painting or play my guitar and work on new music that I'm writing. I use the time that I smoke as a way to relax and remove myself from the every day hustle and bustle.
Does anyone else approach their smoking like this? Are you ritualized in any way? I guess I'm looking to some of the older smokers for responses. But hey, younger people chime in if you are like this.
When I was younger, I was the classic dumb little stoner that just cared about getting high and acting stupid. As I've gotten older, I've found that the act of smoking has become much more ritualized. I use a specific peice depending on what mood I'm in, I listen to music, I have a designated smoking room with art on the walls, a good sound system and comfy places to sit. Sometimes I will do oil painting or play my guitar and work on new music that I'm writing. I use the time that I smoke as a way to relax and remove myself from the every day hustle and bustle.
Does anyone else approach their smoking like this? Are you ritualized in any way? I guess I'm looking to some of the older smokers for responses. But hey, younger people chime in if you are like this.