Cody you haven't learned a fucking thing. My first advice to you was to take a break. I see you continue to suffer cause yer ego ain't done punishing you yet. It will get much help in that from those here, and the causes that caused you to be in this situation will only increase, as will your suffering.
Change is up to you, not me. If yer "liking" slime balls and Trumpers, yer either one yerself or it's emotionally driven and transactionable, not values driven and that is where the true issue is.
Bye