Sorry I dissapeared..

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Haddaway

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I still need to write that DOI report, but I haven't been sober in 9 days.. (not talking about marijuana) This has gone a little too far :p I think I am losing my professonalism. Just be careful, kids, it's easy to get way too ahead of yourself! Especially if you have a lot of money, nd no responsibilities at the moment.. I need to instill some more self-discipline, or else things seem to get a bit out of wack.
 
sven deisel

sven deisel

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thats something you need to give up right away. it will take you down the tubes. take it from someone that has made that mistake. i havent touched an op in 9 years
 
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Haddaway

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sven deisel said:
thats something you need to give up right away. it will take you down the tubes. take it from someone that has made that mistake. i havent touched an op in 9 years
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Nah, I don't like opiates enough to abuse them.. They're interesting enough, but my natural tolerance is too high for me to spend money on it.. Hell I spent 200 on the H, and it lasted me 1 1/2 days, I got ripped off, I don't hang around those kind of people so I couldn't get good shit. But my other friend took a small rip and he said he was fucked out of his mind.. It is kinda intense, but it's just too damn expensive, and it ends in nothing good. I'd rather stick with drugs that actually can further me if I use them correctly... Feel goods aren't really up my alley if that is the only dimension to the drug..
 
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BlazedMonkey

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Haddaway said:
I still need to write that DOI report, but I haven't been sober in 9 days.. (not talking about marijuana) This has gone a little too far :p I think I am losing my professonalism. Just be careful, kids, it's easy to get way too ahead of yourself! Especially if you have a lot of money, nd no responsibilities at the moment.. I need to instill some more self-discipline, or else things seem to get a bit out of wack.
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Be careful man :-|
Cant be pushing your body harder than it can go.

And i still want to read the DOI report :P
 
sven deisel

sven deisel

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yeah that shit fucked my life all up i was selling it had about a 3 bundle a day habit at 5 bags a shot. sold to someone that took there pinch out then dr'ed it up with some xannax and resold it to someone that killed them. snitched on me and i was in prison from 02 till 06. but realy it was the best thing that happen to me or i would have never gotten off and would either still be a piece of shit or dead. its no fun once your hooked
 
plantvision

plantvision

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I am pushing through coming of opiates. I just can't stick to a schedule of safe use. Just always end up in the same place.
Myself I absolutly love the feeling. Like mixing with sleep meds.
Spent 3 months in treatment last year.
I going to make it through this break w/o treatment this time.
Need to find a different drug that I like as much.
 
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BlazedMonkey

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LSD weed shrooms:razz:, never tried opiates and i never will just because i think that i have a semi addictive personality and that i would get hooked. :/
I wish you guys the best though, be safe.
 
fabfun

fabfun

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good luck bro hope you see your way out of it
i kicked all that shit 20 years ago and just drink beer and smoke weed
not knocking anyone but u got to have boundaries and some of that shit boundaries are unrealistic and reason goes to the way side

plantvision said:
I am pushing through coming of opiates. I just can't stick to a schedule of safe use. Just always end up in the same place.
Myself I absolutly love the feeling. Like mixing with sleep meds.
Spent 3 months in treatment last year.
I going to make it through this break w/o treatment this time.
Need to find a different drug that I like as much.
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plantvision

plantvision

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sven deisel said:
there is only 1 schedule of safe use when it comes that shit plant. NONE.
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Yeah, you are probably right, but once you get trapped by it it is damn hard to break free.

It rips at your soul, and is endless in its fight.

In my good times I can understand this, but when it comes a calling for me, I seldom can say no.
 
sven deisel

sven deisel

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it is hard to break free from. best thing i can tell you to do is ditch any shitheads you hang out with that use it. as long as it is handy there will always be those days you say fuck it
 
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stelthy

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[video]http://youtu.be/re_nG9Y1xog[/video]
[video]http://youtu.be/A-drZnOqh9A[/video]

I thought these video's were appropriate :) RIP Howie - STELTHY :leaf:
 
plantvision

plantvision

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stelthy said:
[video]http://youtu.be/re_nG9Y1xog[/video]
[video]http://youtu.be/A-drZnOqh9A[/video]

I thought these video's were appropriate :) RIP Howie - STELTHY :leaf:
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Thank God I am not even close to that yet. And I am not going to allow myself to get there either.

Treatment was hard, but it tought me alot about myself also.

Thanks everybody, and to the OP, sorry kinda hijacked your thread.
 
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Haddaway

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Haddaway said:
Nah, I don't like opiates enough to abuse them.. They're interesting enough, but my natural tolerance is too high for me to spend money on it.. Hell I spent 200 on the H, and it lasted me 1 1/2 days, I got ripped off, I don't hang around those kind of people so I couldn't get good shit. But my other friend took a small rip and he said he was fucked out of his mind.. It is kinda intense, but it's just too damn expensive, and it ends in nothing good. I'd rather stick with drugs that actually can further me if I use them correctly... Feel goods aren't really up my alley if that is the only dimension to the drug..
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Well the 200 bag of H didn't last long because it was black tar, I could only smoke it, and didnt want to shoot it/ didnt have a works, and as you all know smoking it is a big waste. I am an idiot. I did opiates ( I happened to have friends who do them a lot), and they somehow convinced me to do them 6 days in a row with them (yes, I wasn't thinking). I didn't do any today and I thought I had a bad case of the flu and slept all day and couldnt get out of bed, I told my friend I have a bad case of the flu, and he said, "Nah, dude, that's withdrawls"
WTF, I don't even like them that much.. I guess I have to turn this into a research project, since I got myself into this and I have to get something academic out of it. I am not in withdrawls right now as I did about 90mg of insuffalated oxy a few hours ago after my friend informed me I was withdrawing. Trying to get some bupenorphine (suboxone), and I have some afghani heroin tomorrow coming (12 bags), pure off tan kinda brownish powder they told me. Apparently this shit is the dealer's private stash. I'm an idiot I know, but I am trying to figure out opiates since that is one drug I never fucked with much.. This is about the extent I fucked with it: (a thread I posted on here awhile ago: ) https://www.rollitup.org/hallucinatory-substances/260750-shooting-up-roxies.html
 
plantvision

plantvision

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Haddaway said:
Well the 200 bag of H didn't last long because it was black tar, I could only smoke it, and didnt want to shoot it/ didnt have a works, and as you all know smoking it is a big waste. I am an idiot. I did opiates ( I happened to have friends who do them a lot), and they somehow convinced me to do them 6 days in a row with them (yes, I wasn't thinking). I didn't do any today and I thought I had a bad case of the flu and slept all day and couldnt get out of bed, I told my friend I have a bad case of the flu, and he said, "Nah, dude, that's withdrawls"
WTF, I don't even like them that much.. I guess I have to turn this into a research project, since I got myself into this and I have to get something academic out of it. I am not in withdrawls right now as I did about 90mg of insuffalated oxy a few hours ago after my friend informed me I was withdrawing. Trying to get some bupenorphine (suboxone), and I have some afghani heroin tomorrow coming (12 bags), pure off tan kinda brownish powder they told me. Apparently this shit is the dealer's private stash. I'm an idiot I know, but I am trying to figure out opiates since that is one drug I never fucked with much.. This is about the extent I fucked with it: (a thread I posted on here awhile ago: ) https://www.rollitup.org/hallucinatory-substances/260750-shooting-up-roxies.html
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I am feeling for you. I know that feeling.
And your body screams "just take it you can ease off this way"
And then it hits "ohh that feels so good and calm"
Well maybe a little more
I will worry about it tommorrow.
And so the endless cycle continues.

DON'T LET IT GET A GRIP ON YOU!!!!!!

I tend to moderate with episodes of hell.
But once you have tasted the feeling there is no turning back.

Good Luck my friend, you are going to need it.
 
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