Sorry I dissapeared..

[BlazedMonkey]

Well the 200 bag of H didn't last long because it was black tar, I could only smoke it, and didnt want to shoot it/ didnt have a works, and as you all know smoking it is a big waste. I am an idiot. I did opiates ( I happened to have friends who do them a lot), and they somehow convinced me to do them 6 days in a row with them (yes, I wasn't thinking). I didn't do any today and I thought I had a bad case of the flu and slept all day and couldnt get out of bed, I told my friend I have a bad case of the flu, and he said, "Nah, dude, that's withdrawls"
WTF, I don't even like them that much.. I guess I have to turn this into a research project, since I got myself into this and I have to get something academic out of it. I am not in withdrawls right now as I did about 90mg of insuffalated oxy a few hours ago after my friend informed me I was withdrawing. Trying to get some bupenorphine (suboxone), and I have some afghani heroin tomorrow coming (12 bags), pure off tan kinda brownish powder they told me. Apparently this shit is the dealer's private stash. I'm an idiot I know, but I am trying to figure out opiates since that is one drug I never fucked with much.. This is about the extent I fucked with it: (a thread I posted on here awhile ago: ) https://www.rollitup.org/hallucinatory-substances/260750-shooting-up-roxies.html

Dude if you don't like it that much don't do it :/
I mean a post or two ago you said they were expensive and not worth it and now you're getting 12 bags

And if that stuff is really good start small

 

[The Cryptkeeper]

I can get you suboxone Haddaway. Nothing academic will come of 12 bags of heroin I assure you. LOL

 

[mescalinebandit420]

good luck hadd. ive been down that road myself and its a bitch. i take suboxone now and everythings getting better. that shits not worth it man.

 

[Unnk]

not gonna tell you your fucking your life up even hough you are i will say this though my buddy use to be my insight for education through psychedelics then he got into H because of a girl

he never was the same and now his life is surving of sub scripts and staying away from old people

it ruins lives mate

 

[fabfun]

well i dont think he is ready and i think i for one am wasting my breath trying to help
i mean if u r bound to self destruct im getting off here

 

[puffntuff]

WITHDRAWLS FROM OPIATES SUCK DICK!!! Hadd stick with the halucinagens fuck the opiates. They are way to easily addictive.

 

[fabfun]

he wont stop till ready just hope that we dont find that one day he doenst answer replies on his thread
then it will be a sad day
look i dont know u bro but got it together try something milder and if the monkey is on your back then we can try to talk through it

WITHDRAWLS FROM OPIATES SUCK DICK!!! Hadd stick with the halucinagens fuck the opiates. They are way to easily addictive.

 

[sven deisel]

i still dont see a doi report your slipping hadd

 

[growdankbuds]

yeah honestly man why are you going straight to heroin??????? If you wanna "explore opiates" (not sure what you mean by that one theres not to much to explore and 2 or 3 highs pretty much let ya know) But anyway if you wanna use opiates ide go with oc's or 30's until your tolerance is so high that 150 millies dosent get you high anymore (it will happen faster than you think.) Then Ide go to heroin but why not just stop now while you can? Im not trying to play daddy but man these things are bad I just got off for the 2nd time and I know ill use again. It sucks it wont go away if you can stop now please, please do.

 

[sven deisel]

dont ya wana be cool everyone else is doing it

 

[sven deisel]

a wise man learns from his own mistakes but a genius learns from others mistakes

 

[Haddaway]

yeah honestly man why are you going straight to heroin??????? If you wanna "explore opiates" (not sure what you mean by that one theres not to much to explore and 2 or 3 highs pretty much let ya know) But anyway if you wanna use opiates ide go with oc's or 30's until your tolerance is so high that 150 millies dosent get you high anymore (it will happen faster than you think.) Then Ide go to heroin but why not just stop now while you can? Im not trying to play daddy but man these things are bad I just got off for the 2nd time and I know ill use again. It sucks it wont go away if you can stop now please, please do.

If you read carefully, I have experience shooting Oxycodone, shooting 90mg gets me really good. I don't like opiates enough to let them ruin my life long-term, I just like experimenting.. Even if it is expensive, I ended up with 30 bags of H.. Payed 500.. Oh well.
You guys don't know me too well, I'll explain with more detail later.

 

[Unnk]

30 bags of h dude


YOUCH that monkey slapping your ass yet

 

[sven deisel]

damn you got ripped the fuck off. I was getting them 5 a bag in bulk 10 years ago . Even now steet corner price is only 10 a bag

 

[Haddaway]

damn you got ripped the fuck off. I was getting them 5 a bag in bulk 10 years ago . Even now steet corner price is only 10 a bag

I realize, I'm just impatient, and don't give a fuck about money.. I am not trying to get good connects for this..

 

[mescalinebandit420]

do yourself a favor and trade up for some 2cb or sum fluff. you will feel way better on either of those, for sure. i did and havent regreted a day since.

 

[fabfun]

wisely said
thats why i study history

a wise man learns from his own mistakes but a genius learns from others mistakes

 

[sven deisel]

from shooting oc's to dope. the classic graduation. i see this this a waste of my keyboard.

 

[Haddaway]

do yourself a favor and trade up for some 2cb or sum fluff. you will feel way better on either of those, for sure. i did and havent regreted a day since.

I have 2cb.. I like psychedelics 500x more than any opiates. I don't like opiates. Do you guys not get that? I can go through physical withdrawl from them and not be mentally addicted. Which is EXACTLY what happened, I'd be able to explain more thoroughly when I have more time and my head is clear..

 

[ndangerspecimen101]

I still need to write that DOI report, but I haven't been sober in 9 days.. (not talking about marijuana) This has gone a little too far I think I am losing my professonalism. Just be careful, kids, it's easy to get way too ahead of yourself! Especially if you have a lot of money, nd no responsibilities at the moment.. I need to instill some more self-discipline, or else things seem to get a bit out of wack.

Totally agree brother!

With tools as powerful as the DOX series you must have a stable head to retreat to when sobriety hits. Otherwise things can end up in a fuzzy, hot mess!