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Wikidbchofthewst
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Never heard of it...what's it for?
courtney love was messed up on them for years. they were giving them to me as a sleep aid. i was on them for over 4 years. they are highly addictive.
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Wikidbchofthewst
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hey GK, can you explain to us how you meditate to a higher level of consciousness- being so still that you leave your body and mind.... or something like that.
also, how much herb do you need to smoke for this practice/sensation to occur
I personally can't meditate by means of stillness...or, I'm too impatient for it.
Have you ever tried to meditated by means of repetition? Where you do something repetitious and easy to do, so your actions become automatic and your mind is free to let go
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mastakoosh
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they are like the devil.
i am glad your brother in law got help too. i have been in treatment program for over a year now after being gone on the pills for years. i appreciate the positive vibes and i will hit you back when i can(gotta spread some love before i can).
Wikidbchofthewst
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OK! I think I've heard about them before. Not cuz of courtney love, but because someone suggested them for panic attacks....
Jesus, 4 YEARS? The withdrawal must have been a MOTHER FUCKER....
Wikidbchofthewst
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I've never experienced a stomach pump...I'm sure I don't want to...
What was the stomach pump for? Cuz of the pills you were taking? I mean, I see it causes nausea...
If you don't want to answer all my stupid questions, by all means, just tell me to change the subject. I'm just high, and curious, but if the questions are buggin you I'll stop
What was the stomach pump for? Cuz of the pills you were taking? I mean, I see it causes nausea...
If you don't want to answer all my stupid questions, by all means, just tell me to change the subject. I'm just high, and curious, but if the questions are buggin you I'll stop
i took 62 of them. i just wanted to go to sleep. i was on 3 to 4 a day for well over a year. they pumped my stomach then injected it full of charcoal. i threw up charcoal for 2 days. they had cops there ready to arrest me for "attempted suicide". they put me on a 72 hour lock down and released me after 12. i was sane just tired.
Wikidbchofthewst
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CHARCOAL? I've never heard of injecting someone full of charcoal...
So are you alright now, like you get sleep? What was wrong that kept you from getting sleep before, did they know?
Once again, you don't have to answer obviously
So are you alright now, like you get sleep? What was wrong that kept you from getting sleep before, did they know?
Once again, you don't have to answer obviously
SO my wife is mad at me now for not supporting her decision to see her family 4 hrs away. I thik because i dont want to go. She says i am hardened. Noone came and saw me for over two years, and then they all died a year after i got out. Am i supposed to cry with you because your family lives somewhere else?
I need to smoke.
I need to smoke.
activated charcoal is an excellent cleanser. hell it may work for drug tests. it basically rinses your whole system. everything, yes everything, was black for several days. they have switched my meds to Ambien now. i don't take them. i keep refilling them to keep my medical records current but i don't take them. pot works better than anything. it's instant and easily controlled.
Wikidbchofthewst
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You were locked up? And no one came to see you for two years? That's fucked up!
My brother did 10 months (not a long time by comparision, but a long time to do over some straight BULLSHIT) and I couldn't see him the whole time, cuz I wasn't 21 at the time....It really pissed me off
Wikidbchofthewst
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activated charcoal is an excellent cleanser. hell it may work for drug tests. it basically rinses your whole system. everything, yes everything, was black for several days. they have switched my meds to Ambien now. i don't take them. i keep refilling them to keep my medical records current but i don't take them. pot works better than anything. it's instant and easily controlled.
LMAO, I was TOTALLY sitting here wondering why you would need to be taking pills when you grow bombies yourself. Or was this before you were growing or something?
Activated charcoal huh? I'll keep that in mind...athough how long until EVERYTHING stops coming out black? I'd hate to go to a piss test and pass them back a black cup, they'd be like
lol, actually, they'd be like, charcoal eh?
Garden Knowm
The Love Doctor
hey GK, can you explain to us how you meditate to a higher level of consciousness- being so still that you leave your body and mind.... or something like that.
also, how much herb do you need to smoke for this practice/sensation to occur
Herb is not the way...
The paradigm of current thinking is that MIND controls body... that mind is the HEAD HONCHO
The mind is a doing machine..
The mind can only perceive in relativity... meaning... the mind can not understand anything unless it COMPARES to something else... some people call this duality...
Here comes the golden egg..
THE MIND is a DOING machine... DO ING...
even when one says "I am doing nothing" The mind has to actually DO "nothing"
SO what is the opposite of DOING?
NOT DOING...
It is impossible for the mind to "NOT DO"
Therefore it is impossible for the mind to MEDITATE...
Meditation is actually a concept... meaning, "watching the mind"
The word meditation itself abstracts the only TRUE activity a MAN can do...
which is "watching the mind"
Let's just say,
There is a source of energy that give LIFE to the brain... Meditation is becoming that source and watching the brain.
This source is eternal... all loving... a creator and a destroyer lol
The mind is composed of a never ending train of thoughts... like train cars coming into a station.. a train that is so long that it runs through your brain for your entire life.. you never see the engine or the caboose..
Each train car is a THOUGHT...
WHEN ONE watches the mind, the space between the cars gets wider.... until eventually one can actually make the train disappear... no more cars.. no more thoughts....
The effort to watch thoughts without reacting must be so pure.. must utilize 100% effort.... one must be UBER vigilant to not react.... to breath.. to transfer awareness to the body... ANYTHING... BUT never react!!!!
IT is for true warriors only ...... oh the drama!!!! LOL
Thoughts are clouds that are blocking the sun... most people don't even know the sun exists.. when I say MOST, I am talking about 99.9999% of the people.... the same way a tv set does not know the outlet exists....
so how does one see this SUN.. this outlet...
ONE must watch the mind.... watch the mind and DON'T react....
REACTION is the CLOUD creator...
i hope this helps
Wikidbchofthewst
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i was locked up once and my mom came to see me. how embarrassing.
What? Not uh! What'd you get locked up for? I REALLY wanna hear this....
If I were locked up, my mom BETTER come see me damn it....
LMAO, I was TOTALLY sitting here wondering why you would need to be taking pills when you grow bombies yourself. Or was this before you were growing or something?
Activated charcoal huh? I'll keep that in mind...athough how long until EVERYTHING stops coming out black? I'd hate to go to a piss test and pass them back a black cup, they'd be like
lol, actually, they'd be like, charcoal eh?
this was 9 years ago.