Let's get drunk!!!

StonedFarmer

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He get back yet?
Took him a while, and I bitched at him quite a bit about leaving me all worried. He's a big boy and can handle his own but last things he was saying he wanted to go start shit with someone I know. he got ripped on a coke deal by a buddy of mine and he kinda snapped that night.
nigs gon nig tho, I cut that dude out of my phone. think I may bash him hard too, I didn't say it was my brother who wanted but if that had been a friend I would get shot for a friend fucking around like that. stupid fucker.

came back with some amazing chronic and I gave him some mdma for his troubles. he was pissed tho till he took the mdma.

got drunk and want to drink another 6 pack but it's with my brother in his fridge, so I gots to wait.
 

StonedFarmer

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never mind got a 40 of that o.e now get drunk, and listen to music till I gotta meet family for dinner later. then I'll catch a ride grab my 6 pack and walk home and get buzzed on the way.

feeling like some cocaine right about now, too much green makes me all fuzzy with the amount I been drinking
 

roseypeach

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never mind got a 40 of that o.e now get drunk, and listen to music till I gotta meet family for dinner later. then I'll catch a ride grab my 6 pack and walk home and get buzzed on the way.

feeling like some cocaine right about now, too much green makes me all fuzzy with the amount I been drinking
Shoot, too much green and drinking does me in..lol

I'm laying off tonight, may for a couple nights. Ol tummy started churning at work today, don't wanna have to do THAT in the woods! :roll:

Been a long time since I did coke, do remember the rush and numbness..so nice. Ah but I can't. Not good for my particular illness so I leave it be..
 

StonedFarmer

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Shoot, too much green and drinking does me in..lol

I'm laying off tonight, may for a couple nights. Ol tummy started churning at work today, don't wanna have to do THAT in the woods! :roll:

Been a long time since I did coke, do remember the rush and numbness..so nice. Ah but I can't. Not good for my particular illness so I leave it be..
I'm on a personal journey to kill myself before cancer can, I got news of it and the first thing I did was relapse on heroin, since kicked that back a bit but cocaine/crack and anything else I get my hands on are all I really do. days off tho when I feel crappy and just want to sleep to much or I sit here on the computer pounding back vodka while getting mad at the world.

shits been good tho, haven't gone to jail again after all the benzos I eat a day. fuck so much gets me angry I numb myself daily. before dinner my brother is driving by my six pack and an extra one for me of something he brewed. goin to get trashed, gotta save a bit of money tho cuz after court on tuesday I am getting blasted the moment I walk out the park is across the street. taking back a 6 pack then heading to the lcbo picking up a 40 of vodkla then on my way to the next park where i shall sniff more ketamine then I should and probably talk to the homeless.

it is fun tho! been a tradition whenever i get outta court i get mad messed up then stumble home and sleep for 3 days
 

roseypeach

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it's one of those days..again. I want to drink but I promised myself not tonight. Don't want a repeat of my day at work today, tomorrow. Barely made it home on time before I got sick...
 

Skuxx

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it's one of those days..again. I want to drink but I promised myself not tonight. Don't want a repeat of my day at work today, tomorrow. Barely made it home on time before I got sick...
Eww yeah, screw that. That's why I barely ever drink anymore. "sick and tired of feeling sick and tired" or whatever they always say at aa meetings.

Plus I've fried my esophagus and get mad heart burn
 

TripleMindedGee5150

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Funny I dont feel sick in the mornings, I just eat greesy food and coffee. Well, actually I burn first thing as I set outside. Makes life seem barable. So many two faced people out there. All judgmental types. Power thru it.

One day it will catch up to me, but hopefully like my grandpa at 97 with the tequila bottle.
 

roseypeach

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Eww yeah, screw that. That's why I barely ever drink anymore. "sick and tired of feeling sick and tired" or whatever they always say at aa meetings.

Plus I've fried my esophagus and get mad heart burn
See that's not the kind of sick I meant..but my brother that passed away did. He threw up blood n shit. Scared me to death bro..I don't want to die like that. Hell no.
LOL so the wifey baby says "eat this now!!!" as my son jumps on my back , trying to Conan barbarian my ass.
Very cute..and looks yummy!
 

roseypeach

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Sorry about your brohter. My bro in law passed away on the 4th of July. Unfortunately, alcohol related. But he really did live a hard life.

All positive vibes from my side as much as I can . @roseypeach
aww thank you bro..means a lot.

My brother lived harder than he should have, I just wish he'd quit drinking sooner than he did. He tried to do the ol 180, quit drinking for several years before he left us. I'm thankful for that.
 

TripleMindedGee5150

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Alcohol is the hardest to kick. I had theblack shakes at 19. I try to limit myslef now , hence I smoke more sin semilla then ever. Alcohol is just as evil as meth....xcept alchol is more addictive. And hard not to love to drink a few beers. Beer is def my weakness. Then that turns to shots turns to over drinking.

But it's so much more unacceptable to load a bowl, smoke a blunt , fire up ? Ya its an old topic but damn..... I pray for all victims to the alcohol
 

roseypeach

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Alcohol is the hardest to kick. I had theblack shakes at 19. I try to limit myslef now , hence I smoke more sin semilla then ever. Alcohol is just as evil as meth....xcept alchol is more addictive. And hard not to love to drink a few beers. Beer is def my weakness. Then that turns to shots turns to over drinking.

But it's so much more unacceptable to load a bowl, smoke a blunt , fire up ? Ya its an old topic but damn..... I pray for all victims to the alcohol
I wanted to say also I'm sorry about your brother in law..

Bowls are best!!! :bigjoint:
 
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