rant:boyfriends.
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jessiekay77
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already diddd honeyy 
i woke up this morning like..aw..i really wrote that..
i woke up this morning like..aw..i really wrote that..
So i read through some of the earlier pages and your Jimmy and Todd reference was hilarious. I love Seinfeld.
The Todd appreciates hotness regardless of gender or age.
Im a film major and all i do is fill my head with dialogue from sitcoms. i have some much useless lines from tv and movies. im like a quote machine.
Todd:Nurse Suction
Nurse: The patients not here yet.
Todd: I know.
haha thanks. yea i store standy comedy and rememebr funny lines from movies. im about to smoke. YEA
jessiekay77
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haha i do that too.
but theres one that i use a lot that i have no idea what movie its from.
my dog's name is charlie, and my dad calls him chuck.
well theres this line "GET EM CHUCKIE!" but i dont remember what movie its from
i love my dog.
last day of school.
i need to wrap my mamas christmas presentttt.
but theres one that i use a lot that i have no idea what movie its from.
my dog's name is charlie, and my dad calls him chuck.
well theres this line "GET EM CHUCKIE!" but i dont remember what movie its from
i love my dog.
last day of school.
i need to wrap my mamas christmas presentttt.
puffpuffPASSEDOUT
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If you cant give up something for that person than you must not really care about them in the first place. Maybe he/she is allergic to smoke like i am. It gives me a headache, esp cig smoke.
Sometimes with relationships its not something that someone else doent like about you its something that you dont like about yourself that you need to give up. The trouble is finding that something
I recently realized that all of the people that I would consider my friends happen to be from single parent or split up familys. My own dad died when I was nine or ten and I then realised that the significantly different upbringing I've had is what ties me to the people I consider friends. The level of split between these people and other people I just talk to is huge, and it's not something I ever intended or realised was happening.
I believe at least part of the reason I have such experience with drugs is to do with this. I have detatched hard from normality and have to make an effort to blend in.
I can also see myself from the outside. The easiest example is when people get drunk to chat to a girl. If they use drugs on a regular basis, not just at a big party once a year, there is a good chance they're having to deal with something.
Your average normal person doesn't understand that, they see you trying to escape and something inside them can tell that something is wrong - even though they don't understand why you've decided to start doing what you have. Girls usually want someone to look after them, and guys want to look after girls, so it's usually more apparent if you're a guy and doing it.
The older I get, the more I realise how substantial the difference between myself and the everyday person is - in both a bad and good way. I can try to avoid drugs and be a 'pure representation of myself' but I also can't blot out the last ten years or my present situation. I don't think you should have to give something up for someone if they're not equally willing, but you should be able to feel why they want it and try to understand how they must be seeing it.
I went fk'ing crazy on the gym over the last two years. It was horrible. I ran with in snow and rain with my fingers feeling like they were being cut off with razor blades from the cold, but I love the fact I did it, and my body looks better than anyone else I know. Let's not fuck around, looks are just as important as personality. Everyone can achieve a magazine type body, it's pure determination. If there's one thing I can tell you, it's that - determination alone, it will hurt.
Start working out and cutting back on the junk, then try to look at yourself as if you were someone else and you're face had just appeared infront of them and started chatting - what would you think of you?
I believe at least part of the reason I have such experience with drugs is to do with this. I have detatched hard from normality and have to make an effort to blend in.
I can also see myself from the outside. The easiest example is when people get drunk to chat to a girl. If they use drugs on a regular basis, not just at a big party once a year, there is a good chance they're having to deal with something.
Your average normal person doesn't understand that, they see you trying to escape and something inside them can tell that something is wrong - even though they don't understand why you've decided to start doing what you have. Girls usually want someone to look after them, and guys want to look after girls, so it's usually more apparent if you're a guy and doing it.
The older I get, the more I realise how substantial the difference between myself and the everyday person is - in both a bad and good way. I can try to avoid drugs and be a 'pure representation of myself' but I also can't blot out the last ten years or my present situation. I don't think you should have to give something up for someone if they're not equally willing, but you should be able to feel why they want it and try to understand how they must be seeing it.
I went fk'ing crazy on the gym over the last two years. It was horrible. I ran with in snow and rain with my fingers feeling like they were being cut off with razor blades from the cold, but I love the fact I did it, and my body looks better than anyone else I know. Let's not fuck around, looks are just as important as personality. Everyone can achieve a magazine type body, it's pure determination. If there's one thing I can tell you, it's that - determination alone, it will hurt.
Start working out and cutting back on the junk, then try to look at yourself as if you were someone else and you're face had just appeared infront of them and started chatting - what would you think of you?
jessiekay77
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Haha I think I would make a better gf now than I did when I had more serious boyfriends. Maybe its that I've calmed down a lot and that I see friends acting toward their boyfriends how I used to act toward mine and I don't see how he put up with my ass for two years. Butttt. I love my life, with or without a boyfriend..
Plus I talked to one of my best guy friends last night and asked him if there was something keeping me from a good relationship. He seems to think that I give in too easily and guys get bored.
Which I think is kinda sad, since I do the same thing if a guy likes me too easily.
So from now on I'm gonna be a challenge
Plus I talked to one of my best guy friends last night and asked him if there was something keeping me from a good relationship. He seems to think that I give in too easily and guys get bored.
Which I think is kinda sad, since I do the same thing if a guy likes me too easily.
So from now on I'm gonna be a challenge