I think the paranoia is from new growers , at first there little plants , aw too cute, then bam little shop of horrors, feed me seymour, it starts to really stink, you get a traffic ticket who knows and the anxiety just kicks in and you need to talk your self down and get a can fan, reading good advice in these forms is usually enough to plod forward fighting the good fight, I too felt this way in the middle of, now I just want more light lol.