He`s the reason you`re not dead, giving you a chance,..did you know you`re also blind ?
did you know spending the rest of you 40+ years in a wheelchair unable to reach the top shelf of the cabinet and unable to feel your dick and having to relearn every single thing you have ever done in your life including a job you can no longer work becuz you cant stand and reach high objects. god fucked me out of $30 an hour plus overtime a week on top of my truck and motorcycle and my place and everything else ive had to go thru and lost... lets just put it this way sometimes death is a better option in my opinion. yeah im alive but im going to be miserable and depressed for the rest of my life not to mention the chronic back pain i go thru and the kidney issues i always have to fight. so tell me how god saved my life again? i was active. road motorcycles and dirtbikes every weekend. went hiking and camping. never watched tv. now im at home with a whole lot of nothing to do except realize how stupid most people actually are and that just makes me even more pissed off. also tbh if i hadnt started smoking weed i probably would have killed myself by now. do you know how much it sucks to be invited to a party with all of your friends at 21 only to find out its up motherfucking stairs and then having to go home? im not 21 anymore but life hasnt exactly gotten any better besides my girl.
so before you start tossing god around maybe you should consider whose shoes your in first and what that other person has gone thru. maybe its just becuz he is a stronger person than most and doesnt need gods help like others to get on with his life. becuz he has never gotten any help from him in the past. i believe in luck, Murphys law and practicing what your good at... thats it. no more. also in my opinion a humble god wouldnt put someone like me thru something like this unless he is a fucking asshole becuz ive never done anything but have love for others and takin care of and defended those that couldnt defend themselves... like i said previously me and the old man have unfinished business.
the only hobby i have left besides growing is shooting. i hit man sized targets with my .45 and 9mm at 50 yards everytime and im already hitting tennis balls at 300 yards with a .223 and at 600+ with a .308 so not a whole lot of practice left for me thanks to obama becuz i cant even buy ammo anymore. so now im down to almost no hobbies. ive got a few hundred rounds left and thats it. once im out im out.
and without US protection other western countries will suffer the same fucking fate.
